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i want to take a vacation, its been a minute... somewhere warm, i was thinking Miami might be nice. the problem is this women im dating is like lowkey kind of wanting me to take her....like i dont even know if shes my girlfriend like that, we've never had that discussion. sure i've hit it in about every place in my house. but idk if that means we're dating, idk if i want that label

shes hot as hell, cute face, banging body....but i tune out a lot of the time when shes talking to me. like i get i should care more about her day or whatever, but the way she goes on and on about nothing, its too petty to try and put my attention to it like that. if i take a vacation for 2 weeks like im planning, ill have to pay for her ticket and food and drinks since she just got out of college. the problem isnt paying for her, its the notion that comes with that if she thinks we're like a couple and shit. idk if i want that

idk...its getting cold though. so im going to decide this weekend. we're suppose to go out tonight, shes going to ask me about it i already know. i hate when people want something but just wont say it. i am grateful for the love she shows me though and the fun we've had. im also grateful that i have first world problems like this rather than like, "how am i going to feed my kids for the week" or some shit. could be worst so im blessed and grateful

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its crazy to think its about to be 2020, like so much has happened in my life since i graduated high school in 2010. time goes by fast, if i live till my late 40's ill make it too 2040, thats crazy to think about. 2040? yo....

but yeah my little sister was telling me earlier today her car might not pass her inspection since the check engine light was on. i was able to just drop the money on her so she could fix her whip, that was a great feeling for her to be in trouble and i have the resources to help. im really grateful for that, its a beautiful thing and i feel like peak big bro. especially since growing up we never had money for anything because my mom had to take care of us by herself

but apparently the girl im seeing can tell i didnt want to take her to Miami with me, so shes pretending like she can go and pay for herself, which is obviously a trap, she had a attitude all last night. so i decided ill buy her a ticket and see if she can actually hold her own, i dont think so though but i liked how prideful she was to not ask me directly. shows character and that she knows we're FWB so that was a relief

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today has been interesting....ive seen so much just strange shit, idk what the energy is today but its been something. im grateful life still keeps me surprised and interested though

im also grateful im healthy and dont have any sort of like disabilities. i went out to get some thai food with my buddy. and the waiter had an eye patch, that was a trip. i feel like you dont really see the eye patch too much, i dont at least. he was younger too, not like some old war vet looking dude. he looked like he could be a villain in a movie. he lost his eye in a car accident where glass collided with his retina. like that sucks ass, im glad i dont have to walk around with a fake eye or patch. being healthy and fit is really something to be grateful, people complain about such petty stuff. but like you could be out here with an eye patch serving me food

also i came home and a cat was randomly having babies on my porch, like wtf. thats one thing that never changed, ive lived in projects, suburban homes and now gated communities with million dollar homes. and theres always cats :LOL::LOL::LOL:. but that cat was loud as shit giving birth, i kind of wanted it to leave but it was kind of deep in, im not that heartless yet. im grateful i get to spend some time alone though, having my own space is a beautiful thing. its nice having my lady friend over now and again but im big on having my space and alone time with no one elses energy around me. its a beautiful thing

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