i want to take a vacation, its been a minute... somewhere warm, i was thinking Miami might be nice. the problem is this women im dating is like lowkey kind of wanting me to take her....like i dont even know if shes my girlfriend like that, we've never had that discussion. sure i've hit it in about every place in my house. but idk if that means we're dating, idk if i want that label
shes hot as hell, cute face, banging body....but i tune out a lot of the time when shes talking to me. like i get i should care more about her day or whatever, but the way she goes on and on about nothing, its too petty to try and put my attention to it like that. if i take a vacation for 2 weeks like im planning, ill have to pay for her ticket and food and drinks since she just got out of college. the problem isnt paying for her, its the notion that comes with that if she thinks we're like a couple and shit. idk if i want that
idk...its getting cold though. so im going to decide this weekend. we're suppose to go out tonight, shes going to ask me about it i already know. i hate when people want something but just wont say it. i am grateful for the love she shows me though and the fun we've had. im also grateful that i have first world problems like this rather than like, "how am i going to feed my kids for the week" or some shit. could be worst so im blessed and grateful
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