im grateful for my life, im blessed in a lot of ways, its a beautiful thing i dont take for granted
today has been great. worked out this morning, ive definitely gotten stronger. last time i noticed new gains was October, so that made me happy to see more progress. put in work on this project im working on, turned out well so far. talked to Candy Eyes all day through text..really glad i didnt go to college, she always complains about it, says its boring and she doesnt want to be there, shes in her last year though. the people at home depot also finally installed my moms new water heater i got her, so that was a relief
my ex had called me mid afternoon, she had got her own apartment now that she gets paid more and took off work to move in. she wanted to see if id help her move, she had got a U-haul truck. i know she wasnt trying to move all that stuff by herself, even if she was acting like she was going too, im not stupid. but i spent a lot of the day helping her move boxes of clothes and shit, she had a lot of them. she looked so good climbing up those steps though, shes very beautiful. shortish blonde hair, blue eyes, fit body with big ol bitties, theyre fake but look good on her, she also has a cool tattoo sleeve of angels on her left arm. sometimes when she was bending over to get a box, id walk up and give her a crouch pump, that was funny to me, especially when she fell over one time. or closing the door behind me, when i knew she was behind me was also fun. she teased me a bit too, made moving less annoying. her apartment is nice, has good lighting, nice complex. but walking up and down three flights of stairs was no joke. she was super excited to not have a roomate anymore though, i dont blame her. apparently they started not get along well either and almost fist fought. so everything happens for a reason
after we finished with the boxes, i told her she needs to hire movers to get the rest of the bigger stuff. like i cant carry a couch by myself and she doesnt have the upper body strength to help. gave her $200 so she could, we took the U-Haul back, hoped in my 650S and went to go get lunch at Chipotle. while there she was telling me how grateful she was i got her a new job and helped her move, that i made her life better. she also said she forgave me for breaking her heart and that our relationship ending wasnt all my fault. made me feel like a weight was lifted off my shoulders that she wasnt lowkey salty. its hard to tell with her, shes a little crazy, thats a huge part of why our relationship started getting bad. then i told her she can stay the night at my place till the movers come tomorrow to get her bed and stuff in there. she jokingly said i didnt care about that and i had been plotting on her coochie all day. which isnt totally wrong
when we got back to my place i went into the refrigerator to put her food she brought back away, when i turned around and she was behind me. we started making out and i pulled her shirt off, then pulled mine off. then she started kissing my chest while lowering down to her knees, shes so sloppy but it feels great, she has a tongue ring and definitely knows how to use it. i picked her up and put her on the counter and went nom nom on that kitty before we went to the bedroom to get really primal. after that i put a record on my record player setup and we went skinny dipping in the pool in the backyard. it suprisingly wansnt cold today, the weather is kind of bipolar here
right now im just chilling on the couch watching basketball and typing this, shes asleep upstairs. i thought id be more tired after today but im good. about to wake her up though so we can go get dinner, then hopefully go another round after. im grateful for my life, i definitely dont plan on getting back with her, shes fun to fool around with but shes super crazy, not worth going through that again. but im grateful im healthy, im grateful for the resources i have. im thankful for my life and blessings
xxx019
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