im really grateful i have all the resources i need. its really something i dont take for granted, growing up i was very limited in resources. stuff still worked out, though i rarely got more than i needed with my mom taking care of me and my sister by herself
today has been laid back. worked out, took a break from my project today, just mostly relaxing. i had a crazy dream last night, it was super vivid about my friend i havent seen in a while, woke up feeling weird, hope hes okay. i tried calling him and he didnt answer. got a video message from Candy Eyes blowing me a kiss and wishing me a good day when i woke up. im still thinking about our date yesterday, it was pretty great. i really like her, though i cant wait till she lets me hit it. if thats bomb too, she'd be wifey tier. i also talked to her on facetime a bit before her class. told her i was going out of town for work tommorrow, she was a little bummed she couldnt go with me, since she has work at the country club this weekend. but maybe in the future we'll travel together. id actually really like that
actually the women im taking with me to Miami is here making breakfast for dinner for us. shes so sexy to look at, her polish accent is nice to hear and her juicey fruit i love so much. though i kind of wish i was taking Candy Eyes with me to Miami, it would probably be funner, but it is what it is...im grateful im getting some of her little kitty tonight though, its also nice of her to cook for me. shes actually a really good cook, she can figure out most ingredients from taste. shes kind of been hanging out here a lot since i decided to take her to Miami with me. i dont really mind, just i paid her electricity bill for her because she didnt think she'd get enough hours. but then shes always over here staying the night...but whatever, its not like i ever tell her she cant come over
but yeah, just kind of kicking back before i have to leave tomorrow for work, my flight is at 12pm, takes 4 hours to get there. im grateful i get to pursue my passion, $250k for something i use to do for free is too easy. its a beautiful thing, im grateful for the abundance and resources in my life. i already have so much money on deck and own everything material i wanted. its a blessing i get paid so much to do what i love right now. but i dont actually need the money like i use too, like i could continue my lifestyle till my 60s or 70s without working. but when doing what i love gets me paid like, why not? but after a while you have enough money, unless youre one of those people that just wants to own everything or you waste money. im not though, as long as i can take care of myself, give and help those i care about, im good
though im grateful for my life, the universe provides for me and im blessed. im glad i got to live another day and im glad theres people that connect to what i do, im grateful for that
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