So with the topic of Suicide as the subject i wanted to talk about it. Over the years i have contemplated whether or not i should commit suicide and enter an eternal slumber. It wasn't till about 2 years ago that i confirmed with myself i will go ahead and kill myself the question that remains for me is when. With out a doubt by 09-04-2021 i will have killed myself or i will commit suicide on that day for reasons that are important to me. But recently i have thinking of having this done much sooner than the date i have set for myself. Should i go ahead and go with my plan for my personal reasons and have meaning to it or should i do this sooner as i will be dead and whatever happens doesn't matter in the end........I guess somehow i just want the only realchoice i can make in life to have meaning.....