I have friends. I used to consider some ones best friends once...now i don't anymore. Best friends are not real, they never were, at least these days. There's no such thing as real friendships, friends that would sacrifice something of their own for your sake. People just go with you, put well with you and then, when they reached what they were looking for, they backstab you and leave you in denial...U_U
I got sick of this...and i always say i won't be good everytime...because you get nothing in exchange for your goodness, only bad things. You can't trust anyone but yourself...i don't say you should live a lonely life, but it's better to have "friends" that could help you sometimes (you always need something you can't achieve alone), even if you know they are not real friends..