No problem, mate. Thanks for sharing it.
I guess I came to not believing in god because of the way believers (not all, please forgive me for my generalization) treat others. I guess it could be argued that this is how I first became against organized religion (church). I saw no real good coming out of it. I was born and raised Roman Catholic, and the most I saw was lots of judging, my personal experience, I am not attempting to say that this is 100% true 100% of the time. I began questioning the whole thing. Questions like "if there was a god, why xyz happens?" "why would he want xyz?" or "why would I be punished for doing xyz?" None of it made sense to me.
So that's how I turned agnostic. Then I started to actually READ the bible, not the passages my priest would preach about, but everything. Desperately trying to cling to my faith. I didn't find anything to keep me believing, I only found reasons not to believe. In my opinion, if there is a god, he is a cruel god. Not a loving god. Now, I am an atheist. But I try my best never to say "there is absolutely no god" because how can I possibly know if there's one or not? You can say that is the definition of being agnostic and that I am not really an atheist. I'd like to disagree with that. I wouldn't say I am still an agnostic because I am no longer questioning god's existence. I no longer care if there is one.
As I said before, to each their own. Just don't try to make laws that interfere with my life in any way based on your religious views.