im grateful im able to pursue my passion. im blessed that people connect to what i love
today has been fantastic. woke up and worked out, im definitely getting stronger. i have a six pack but ive been working on my obliques, theyre starting to pop and overall im just stronger i noticed today. my girlfriend Candy Eyes was on a rest day from her workouts. she handled business though, packed up our stuff for the trip to NYC for work and setup up my neighbors wife so she could feed my cat. then she took the Jalpa to go get us breakfast from Le Peep. by the time i was done she had came back with the food so we talked. apparently i was being kind of quiet to her but i was just in the zone for tonight. after, we ate, i called an Uber to take us to the airport. we got there pretty early, i had actually fell asleep at the terminal, so my beautiful green eyed angel woke me up when it was time to board. flight was about 4 hours to NYC
we get to NYC and its cold as shit of course. Candy Eyes had never been, she immediately told me it smelled like piss when we got off the plane, could of just been LaGuardia. my booking agent was waiting for us at the airport gate and had a Uber waiting for us. NYC has a certain energy too it, like its electric and alive. we were riding to the hotel and my agent was filling me in about the day. Candy Eyes was just amazed by the city and pointing stuff out, being her dramatic self as usual. eventually my agent acknowledged her and told her she was trying to find her some sort of acting work, that was an awkward interaction. idk why exactly but they dont seem to vibe, i could feel it. i hope she is actually finding her something though..i had got a call from my artist friend out here, he saw on twitter i was coming and said he was coming out tonight, wanted to kick it after. we checked in at the hotel and my agent was nagging me about making it to sound check in a couple hours. to be fair ive given her reason to be naggy about staying on schedule. Candy Eyes thought it was funny how she was talking to me like i was her son
we got into our room, turned on the heat immediately, wasnt fancy like Miami but okay for its purpose. Candy Eyes’s positive outlook on this, kind of made me less serious and relaxed a bit. i just sat on the chair and she came over and told me how she’d never seen me so serious before. sat on my lap facing me and started kissing me, telling me she’d help me relax. we made out for a bit, then she slid down on to her knees infront of me and started licking me like i had a melting ice cream cone attached to me. those beautiful green eyes looking up at me as she made my joystick disappear down her throat, was a gorgeous thing. she definitely knew how to take my mind off of tonight. eventually i picked her up, sat her on my lap as she took off her shirt and started to go rodeo on me while kissing me. she makes physics such a beautiful thing. i kept trying to catch one of her nips with my mouth, it was fail but we both laughed. then she got on her knees, i got up, grabbed a handful of her beautiful hair and rocked her mouth till she stuck her tongue out and showed me the icing on her tongue. im really glad she came with me. that plus her being so silly and happy for me and being here in NYC, put me at ease
we get to the venue, ive been here before, its two levels but a really big warehouse. everybody was set up and waiting for me apparently, they were all my homies from L.A. i had paid and worked with a lot. havent seen them since my last set but they were excited, one guy got married which i thought was dope, also introduced everyone to Candy Eyes. she was adorable, just gave a beautiful smile while saying hi and waving. so we rehearsed, sounded great, then the opener came up to rehearse. my friend CP i asked to open for me tonight showed up. Candy Eyes is also a fan of her and was shocked to meet her, didnt play it cool at all but CP didnt mind. we just all chilled back stage for a few hours, talking and cracking jokes, checking social media and stuff. Candy Eyes made it feel more special then it was how excited she was to be here. eventually CP came back there and we caught up. decided we’d kick it tomorrow at her house, Candy Eyes was over the moon. set went good, place was packed, they had to open up the windows along the sides of the building so people could stand out there on the stairways. felt a little bad for them with how cold it was but everyone seemed to enjoy it, was a lot of fun. im grateful ive touched so many people that deeply. after we went backstage and Candy Eyes jumped in my arms and kissed me, telling me how much fun that was to watch
we chilled backstage and ate pizza till they told us the place was cleared out, NY pizza is the best by the way and ive been to Italy. my agent came up to tell me numbers and stuff. i told her to give all the extra money to CP, which CP was happy about. apparently she was doing it for free because shes my friend and loves it. but we all got bills to pay i told her. i had got a call from my artist friend not long ago who came, telling me how dope it was. i just told him we’ll kick it tomorrow, its late and im tired, he understood. now im just laying in the bed in the hotel logging this on my phone. Candy Eyes is laying next to me watching Friends on tv and talking to me. been a long day though, im about to knock out. but im grateful im able to pursue my passion and im grateful for the blessings i have. the universe always provides
xxx035