Summimasen...!! I don't know if I did the wrong thing sharing this with otherx...!!
Ettoo... Anno...!! You see the girl I was in love chose someone else upon me. Ever since then I couldn't get myself back to my usual self. You see, I was sort of rejected... That led to the change in my whole personality. Now, I don't know anymore what my actual self was. How I used to behave...!! Before I was rejected the only thing I wanted to do was have fun. But I'm fed up... How come I have fun while I'm not with the person I like the most??
Have u ever been dumped even without doing a confession?? The person I liked definitely knew what my emotions were... I never got a chance to confess, but still....
How the hell am I supposed to live like a lively guy again? Back then I was all cheerful and used to have a pleasant atmosphere around me. But now - There are chills you can feel whenever I say a single word...
I try to suppress this side of mine and had been able to... But I can't do it anymore... I can't take it anymore... What am I supposed to do... How am I supposed to live??
I no more know whether I should act like I'm all funny and lively... Or should I engrave myself with this dark personality of mine. In any case, trying to be back to my normal self is impossible. I can't... It's no use, I have already tried numerous times.
Summimasen Deshta!!... I'm sorry if I sounded like an idiot or if I said something I shouldn't have...!?
I know that there are people out there who have bigger problems than this one... That's why I apologized in the very beginning. Well then, Ja'na!!
Ettoo... Anno...!! You see the girl I was in love chose someone else upon me. Ever since then I couldn't get myself back to my usual self. You see, I was sort of rejected... That led to the change in my whole personality. Now, I don't know anymore what my actual self was. How I used to behave...!! Before I was rejected the only thing I wanted to do was have fun. But I'm fed up... How come I have fun while I'm not with the person I like the most??
Have u ever been dumped even without doing a confession?? The person I liked definitely knew what my emotions were... I never got a chance to confess, but still....
How the hell am I supposed to live like a lively guy again? Back then I was all cheerful and used to have a pleasant atmosphere around me. But now - There are chills you can feel whenever I say a single word...
I try to suppress this side of mine and had been able to... But I can't do it anymore... I can't take it anymore... What am I supposed to do... How am I supposed to live??
I no more know whether I should act like I'm all funny and lively... Or should I engrave myself with this dark personality of mine. In any case, trying to be back to my normal self is impossible. I can't... It's no use, I have already tried numerous times.
Summimasen Deshta!!... I'm sorry if I sounded like an idiot or if I said something I shouldn't have...!?
I know that there are people out there who have bigger problems than this one... That's why I apologized in the very beginning. Well then, Ja'na!!