*Walks forward until he's right next to Jerry*Jerry:
Come closer
Jerry:*Walks forward until he's right next to Jerry*
*Closes his eyes*Jerry:
As long as there's one person left alive with you
you continue living until the bitter end
can you promise me you'll do that?
Jerry:*Closes his eyes*
"I....I dont know if I can. I have never felt this broken Jerry....never." he muttered.
*Turns to leave*
*Ronnie stops in his tracks and looks at him*Jerry:
*lies back down and closes my eyes*
Have you ever had to shoot your wife and daughter?
(I've had that thought up for a while I didn't just make it up there now)
Jerry:*Ronnie stops in his tracks and looks at him*
"the only family ive ever had to shoot was my brother...." he trailed off.
*Imagines it*Jerry:
Well imagine how you felt then multiplied by ten
Jerry:*Imagines it*
"I wouldve put a shot through my skull on the spot." he admitted.
*Ronnie pulls out the knife and read it again. A small half-smile creeps up*Jerry:
I was thinking about that but then I thought about them
and decided against it because that's not what they would have wanted
so can you promise me?
Jerry:*Ronnie pulls out the knife and read it again. A small half-smile creeps up*
"I HAVE been wondering what she would say....if she saw how ive been acting..." he said.
*Thinks carefully*Jerry:
Well what do you think she would have said?
Kiseki:*Thinks carefully*
"Would have probably told me to quit being a moody idiot...."
*Chuckles softly*
*Smile drops*Kiseki:
Yeah that does sound like something she would say
Jerry:*Smile drops*
"I think Im always going to miss her...I'll never get totally over her dying..." he muttered.
*Looks outside toward the room where Kayla had gone back to bed*Jerry:
I know you won't but you can at least try
Jerry:*Looks outside toward the room where Kayla had gone back to bed*
"Kayla....shes been so worried about me. She wont go to sleep until I am because shes afraid I'll go and kill myself. I dont know why she would put herself through that...for me." he said, shaking his head.
*Stops in doorway*Jerry:
Because she bloody cares about you
like we all do
now go in there and comfort her but don't you dare lie to her
Jerry:*Stops in doorway*
"What would I lie about?" he asked.
*Sighs*Jerry:
If you tell her that everything will be okay and that you're fine now
you better mean it