*Shakes her head. Opens his door and walks in*Genma : ask someone else next time...Cheza nearly destroyed all of us ans he can't except that. -slams the door behind him when he walks into his room-
*Kayla shakes her head, feeling herself crying a bit*Genma : I don't care
*Nods and sighs*Genma : I dunno Kayla, I dunno what to do, I tried okay...
Jerry:Genma : >.> yes -lies him on a bed in the infirmary- you just need to rest up, all I can do is patch these wounds up...
Jerry:*Ronnie sighs heavily and throws his legs over his bunk. he stands up and enters the infimary, looking at the floor, the same dead look on his face*
"You wanted...to see me?" he muttered.
*Ronnie lifts his gaze to look at Jerry.*Jerry:
Yes I did now look at me and tell me the exact reason why you're sad
Jerry:*Ronnie lifts his gaze to look at Jerry.*
"It feels like my hearts been ripped clean out. After all those negative thoughts I had.....how hurt I was thinking Cheza didnt love me...now, right when she..."
*Chokes back a sob that threatned to wrench out of his chest*
"You know what. I...find out THEN how she felt...now shes gone..." he muttered clenching his fists.
"Ive been lying in my room all this time....she said she wanted me to keep living. And at first I was content with it...but the more I thought about her...the more I wished that gun hadnt been knocked out of my hand that night."Jerry:
I've had that feeling yes it sucks it's annoying and you feel like you want to die
but you are only thinking about yourself
you're not thinking about what we want for you or Cheza would have wanted for you
You will get over it and you will get on with your life
I'll make sure of that because it's my job to protect all of you and make you feel at ease
Jerry:"Ive been lying in my room all this time....she said she wanted me to keep living. And at first I was content with it...but the more I thought about her...the more I wished that gun hadnt been knocked out of my hand that night."
*Tears begin to come out of the corners of his eyes*
"I want....I just want to see her again...." he said, looking back at the floor.
*Stares down, not speaking*Jerry:
I knocked that gun out of your hand for the reason I just explained
there is absolutely no point in moping about
The best thing for you now is to get out of that room
because if you go in there again and don't come out for a long time
I'll drag you out injuries or not