lets see I am lazy and unmotivated. I used to smoke pot, but now im too broke to afford pot. Im a good mechanic, but not certified so right now I am an unemployed mechanic, but plan to start school to get certified soon. due to some bad life choices i recently ended up back living with my mom (im 22...I know...lame) i like anime, not so much manga as reading it kinda bores me, but i plan on finally reading the Naruto manga once ive finished watching the anime a second time (i read up on the story to be caught up, just not the manga itself) I play a lot of video games, Mainly MW3 and Black ops zombies, Im tall and considered good looking, but I have 0 self confidence. I have a 2 and a half year old son whos lesbian mother took custody of and moved far away, and who is being raised as her and her gfs lesbian love child. (one of those bad life choices I mentioned earlier). I used to be a heavy drug addict (another one of those bad life choices, and how I have a kid with a lesbian) but have been clean off everything but pot for over 2 years now. Im irish, with brown hair and blue eyes, but if I grow out my facial hair it grows in bright red. Im lonely, and depressed, but thats none of your problems so i wont go into that. I recently moved from vermont to new jersey, so the only people I know within 300 miles are my mom, her BF, and my little brother.
my style is very unique. I usually dress "gangster" as some would call it, with a nice wardrobe and good sense of style, and I listen to a mix of rap and rock music, but mostly rap, but i am not too picky I just enjoy having background sound rather than silence. Though I also have a lot of "redneck" clothes, fully equipped with carharts, boots, the whole 9 yards. (even if i dress redneck, I always match though). I have experienced a lot of life, lived all over the country, been on vacations everywhere, committed every crime under the sun, worked every imaginable job, lived in every environment from the mountains in vermont to the ghetto in Orlando FL. now i settled with the suburbs in north jersey for now. Despite all of the things I have done and like I dont really fit into any cliche, or social group. so nerds on the internet are my favorite people to talk to, since they, like me are often people that dont fit in with anyone but eachother. (im definitely a good portion nerd, you would never know by looking at me though, call me a closet nerd)
I am honest, loyal to any girl I have ever dated, and my friends (which has always bitten me in the ass because I never received the same loyalty, which has made me a very un-trusting person). though now because of never being treated the way I treated them, i am alone, with few friends and no girl in my life. I am considered smart, scoring top of the class every test I have ever taken, top 20% of all applicants in my ASVAB (military entrance exam, failed entry because of medical reasons though, too many broken bones) and was called a genius when I took an IQ test as a child.
I am a thrill seeker, I love going fast more than anything else. the greatest "high" i ever experienced was stealing my moms car when I was 14 and spinning into a field full of snow at 110mph on an icy road and not getting a scratch on the car (thank god for snow) and I will never back down from trying anything crazy at least once. I like skateboarding, basketball, video games, trolling this forum, watching anime, driving, and a few other things.
That is my brutally honest description of me. If you dont like me, then dont like me, but since this is the internet, i decided to go all out since I dont know any of you IRL, it doesnt matter if you judge me. (but Id rather not hear about it if you are going to judge me, I do have feelings) and congrats to whoever reads this, you now know more about me than almost anyone else in the world.
sorry its so long i got carried away.
