chill man lol delta's gone, nobody deserves destroying now .I exist only to destroy. I have no friends, only Tumblr followers. I have no family, only the Uchiha Clan. I have no goals, only the next victory. I have no problems, only the next Dance Gavin Dance album. I am the thief. I come only to kill and steal and destroy
One accomplishment (idk I'd you can call it that, maybe a feat) of yours that I like is that I believe you're the only kage to leave his own village lmao. I mean just imagine Tsunade leaving one day and joining Kumo and no one knows what happened lmao6 years already on the base... Had goals, achieved some and the others not but I still have goals myself which I want to achieve before fully leaving, not the community; probably never... But the RP.
I got pushed down by some people, because I sucked. I was horrible with the English language and I'm still trying to learn how to improve myself with it. Those from 2009 can pretty much know how I was.
I'm mostly on NB to proof something, at least TRY. For someone who once got perma banned, pushed down, bashed and many more I can proudly say that I'm still here. Others always told me that I would never achieve something, fail and eventually leave... Guess what? Still hanging like a cockroach, haha. Official sensei, official sage, kage, Custom Element... I've all been there. Was I the best at those things? No, but at least I've tried? Why? Just to improve myself as an RP'er but most importantly as an person.
Am I still trying to improve myself? Sure, everyone is, one is more developed than the other, but who cares? You're you, some will accept you and some will not. Am I still getting pushed down? Of course but keep trying to proof them wrong, in a POSITIVE way, some will judge, some not but that's how the internet is.
I can write a whole book of what I've been through here, but the most important thing that keeps me here is Iwa. They're amazing people each in their own different way, all and each one of them is considered as an friend, some even family. Everyone has their thing that keeps getting them back, hold on to that because it can suddenly be gone.
*biosI exist just to kill Teno's bio's :|
Biographies**bios
I exist to correct Vegeta's grammar
*NKBiographies*
Exists to one up Nk
Sorry bout thatDont spam the thread guys.
Ok, here goes this essay.
1 | Ninja Villages
I honestly see no purpose in them. That's one of the biggest issues in this RP. I've heard that there are village customs and techniques that no one ever uses and such, but alot of people on this site have told me that joining a village is really just a banner-perk. Sure, you could have village events or anything else, but it all seems like a discombobulated mess.
2 | Time
Mods recently went on a mass bio raid and approved/declined 2 pages of bios. TBH, that honestly gets annoying. New people can't even jump into the RP quickly because 1/2 of the time, nothing gets approved. That alone varies, but in standards from the past month, let's consider it two months.
Then, you have to get a sensei. In a rough estimate, there are really only two sensei's open for the basic 5 every month, and people flood their applications in a heartbeat. New ones just don't get a chance unless they're clinged to the training page every 15 minutes. Let's consider that a year to finish your basic 5 and spam enough to get a high PC.
THEN you have to get into the Ninja World stuff, which is just a whole 'nother process, and if you include stuff like bio tests and getting customs approved and... Oh lord...
3 | Mods & Sensei
No, I'm not going to bad mouth any mods or anything like that. This is an overall issue that effects everyone in the RP. Regardless of who it is or what they're doing, the RP tends to be slow because mods/sensei tend to be slow. If you want to take that offensively, that's on you, but you do have to understand that the basis of this entire RP is dependent on the activity of MODS & SENSEI, and if they're not doing their jobs, nothing gets done.
So why do I stay? I guess I'm just waiting for a change, really. I guess I'm just waiting for the day that every single person contributing to this RP just gets up and says "Hey, this could be better. We just need to put some time in, and it could be better." I guess I'm just waiting for every mod to have a meeting and revamp the NW and get active with approving/declining stuff and take more time with NB RP even though I personally think that the day that happens is far from today.
I stay, really, because I have a falcon scouting a road I don't think I want to walk down yet.
Honestly, I see where you are coming from, hell it took me over a year and a half to finish off the basic 9 (which I'm literally on the last jutsu to be done all of it) and trust it was a long road, of patience, timing, and luck. Being on at just the right moment as a Sensai opened their app. An endless search for a new Ninjutsu teacher after Prof. went inactive, waiting on bio's, long training waits occasionally but quick ones too, I've been there as well. My advice to someone would be if you don't have/are able to learn patience, then this isn't the "game" for you. I also understand that, if everyone was able to learn everything in a matter of a week (which is what it seems people want) the whole RP would have gotten very boring, very quick. Instead, you really have to work to get yourself stronger, work to learn to RP battle as well as dialogue, learn time frame thru trial and error, "Level up" so to speak when you first finish an element/ninjutsu and get to list it as a one sealed specialty. I found it gratifying to work towards these things and accomplish them, without causing a stink about how long it may have taken. It makes you feel like you accomplished more when you work hard for it, gives the "game" a meaning and a reason to play.