What can be changed about life?

Wolfus

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The only way to make this world truly a better place, is to destroy society and go back to living off ones own abilities, otherwise there will always be stress we just gotta learn to deal with it or try and change society, you're not the only one who has experienced pain in this life, and there are others whose pain far exceeds your own. I may be one of them, I've thought about suicide many times, and I'm only 18. My life has been one of anguish from the time I was 4, but these last few years have been heaven but the years before that were hell, my life is something I can't tell you about just by typing on a computer. But this life almost makes me want to keep from having children because the fear of my child going through the same thing I did, but I'm kinda over that fear now because I know the only way that's going to happen, is if I'm dead, because I will not let any of the stuff that happen to me happen to my child that's something I swear on my life. And that's how I look at the world now, while I'm here I will try my hardest to make sure I change people, so that I make this world a better place for everyone, even I only reach a few people with my writings, it'll be worth it to me, because I can then tell myself I've made a diffrence, that's something that we all can do in our own way.

I believe that humans were never meant to live in society. We naturally create so much problems, and these problems make such life so harder, that I believe that such societies were never meant to be created. But it's too late, we've gotten too far now.
The thing is: what we must change is ourselves. We must admit that we are the one who cause all this, and then we should try to solve all the problems, to go against all of our nature that harms life in society.

I alsoo know pain. I don't about yours, but in the first 12 years of my life, I really suffered. People, most people, would never respect me, and for some reason, many were always picking on me. I never truly understood why. I also thought about suicide when I was young.
I started to get more respect gradually after I turned 13. Something had changed. That thing was I. My behavior, my thoughts, my style, they changed.

I always had problem with some people wherever I went. But after some changes, I realised: I was part of the problem. Of course, there were some idiots, jackasses that I would pay to see their heads burning, even today. But from the, I didn't need respect. I don't care about them.
The thing is, the others, though, they weren't always picking on me. My hatred became such that I would turn everything into a problem, and I would myself into the victim. Basically, I b*tched constantly about everything.

Today, I'm very different from what I was back then, and truly, I wouldn't stand myself. I am now, happy. Not entirelly, but, well, that hatred I had, it's gone.
The lesson I learned is: There are many problems you will face in life, many hard things. Many are indeed, not your fault. But you're not perfect, and some problems, perhaps, you're the one causing them. That's when you must change yourself.
 

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I believe that humans were never meant to live in society. We naturally create so much problems, and these problems make such life so harder, that I believe that such societies were never meant to be created. But it's too late, we've gotten too far now.
The thing is: what we must change is ourselves. We must admit that we are the one who cause all this, and then we should try to solve all the problems, to go against all of our nature that harms life in society.

I alsoo know pain. I don't about yours, but in the first 12 years of my life, I really suffered. People, most people, would never respect me, and for some reason, many were always picking on me. I never truly understood why. I also thought about suicide when I was young.
I started to get more respect gradually after I turned 13. Something had changed. That thing was I. My behavior, my thoughts, my style, they changed.

I always had problem with some people wherever I went. But after some changes, I realised: I was part of the problem. Of course, there were some idiots, jackasses that I would pay to see their heads burning, even today. But from the, I didn't need respect. I don't care about them.
The thing is, the others, though, they weren't always picking on me. My hatred became such that I would turn everything into a problem, and I would myself into the victim. Basically, I b*tched constantly about everything.

Today, I'm very different from what I was back then, and truly, I wouldn't stand myself. I am now, happy. Not entirelly, but, well, that hatred I had, it's gone.
The lesson I learned is: There are many problems you will face in life, many hard things. Many are indeed, not your fault. But you're not perfect, and some problems, perhaps, you're the one causing them. That's when you must change yourself.

I don't see how humans can exist without society. Even from primitive hominids and even primates I can't see how one can prevent it from developing.
 
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