The only way to make this world truly a better place, is to destroy society and go back to living off ones own abilities, otherwise there will always be stress we just gotta learn to deal with it or try and change society, you're not the only one who has experienced pain in this life, and there are others whose pain far exceeds your own. I may be one of them, I've thought about suicide many times, and I'm only 18. My life has been one of anguish from the time I was 4, but these last few years have been heaven but the years before that were hell, my life is something I can't tell you about just by typing on a computer. But this life almost makes me want to keep from having children because the fear of my child going through the same thing I did, but I'm kinda over that fear now because I know the only way that's going to happen, is if I'm dead, because I will not let any of the stuff that happen to me happen to my child that's something I swear on my life. And that's how I look at the world now, while I'm here I will try my hardest to make sure I change people, so that I make this world a better place for everyone, even If only reach a few people with my writings, it'll be worth it to me, because I can then tell myself I've made a diffrence, that's something that we all can do in our own way.