I remember back in the day
Christmas time was more than just fun
It was joy beyond anything I could say
But that's all slowly come undone
This past year I really lost my own way
For New Years resolutions I can't think of one
So what the hell happened to those good times?
Where did all my family go to and why?
Life isn't just throwing lemons at me but f*cking limes
And I don't know what to do with either but sigh
If only this time of year still brought something new
Or at least something good back to me
But it seems all my Christmases will now be blue
At least that's what true of what I can see
There was a time when I dreamed of a Mistletoe kiss
But those days are over and gone with my hope
I'm sorry but what the hell am I suppose to do with this?
I'd rather be high than sliding slowly down this slippery slope
My heart no longer has much desire except for what I miss
There's some I wish I had back for this time of year
But they're gone with the past
There are some who made me shed one too many a tear
Who can just stay away and leave me an outcast
There's still something about those lights on the tree
That makes me feel like a child again hoping for snow
But I know that time in my life is gone completely
There are so many things I wish I had never let go
There's a love from just this past year
Who I was praying just to get back at my side
But even that seems a far away dream leaving me to fear
That I will never ever feel that way again before I've died
Why can't I go through this time without a single tear
I guess I'll never know before my life begins to subside...
Christmas time was more than just fun
It was joy beyond anything I could say
But that's all slowly come undone
This past year I really lost my own way
For New Years resolutions I can't think of one
So what the hell happened to those good times?
Where did all my family go to and why?
Life isn't just throwing lemons at me but f*cking limes
And I don't know what to do with either but sigh
If only this time of year still brought something new
Or at least something good back to me
But it seems all my Christmases will now be blue
At least that's what true of what I can see
There was a time when I dreamed of a Mistletoe kiss
But those days are over and gone with my hope
I'm sorry but what the hell am I suppose to do with this?
I'd rather be high than sliding slowly down this slippery slope
My heart no longer has much desire except for what I miss
There's some I wish I had back for this time of year
But they're gone with the past
There are some who made me shed one too many a tear
Who can just stay away and leave me an outcast
There's still something about those lights on the tree
That makes me feel like a child again hoping for snow
But I know that time in my life is gone completely
There are so many things I wish I had never let go
There's a love from just this past year
Who I was praying just to get back at my side
But even that seems a far away dream leaving me to fear
That I will never ever feel that way again before I've died
Why can't I go through this time without a single tear
I guess I'll never know before my life begins to subside...