Kishi Uzumaki
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Rays of the rising sun comes through the windows ,
but for me , it doesn't feel brighter as before ,
yesterday , when i said good bye to you ,
you were sleeping in a coffin dressed in white ,
you were beautiful as always ,
but your soul has gone far away ,
i can't believe you are gone forever ,
I'm in denial as of how to believe this .
this anger i feel inside me and my heart tells me ,
not to forgive you for leaving me alone like this ,
but when i remember your beautiful smile ,
tell me , how can i be angry with you ,
even though my heart is crying in silence
-filled with these feelings , you were like my shadow ,
but now that shadow has fade in to the darkness ,
these memories.... i can't forget will hurt me every night .
I tried to fight these feelings ,
that have start to bottle up in my heart ,
my mind says leave it behind forever ,
but my heart says hold on to it ,
not let it go and fall in to darkness ,
i know , you will never come back ,
there only one thing i can do now ,
move on with your love in my heart .
I feels sadness in every step i take ,
this sadness is something , i never felt before ,
walking by the places we used to spend time ,
memories paralyses my heart in every way ,
time just runs through hollowness ,
no one can fill my heart with love , way you used to do ,
when I looked deeply in to your eyes ,
only depressed feelings that makes fall deeper and deeper in to darkness .
i always questioned ? what i feels is true ,
when i met you for the very first time ,
i thought , i saw why i was there for ,
always loving falling in love with you ,
i thought all dreams were coming true ,
i don't know where , my life will take me now ,
but i know your love is still in my heart ,
i will try to be the man you used to love .
but for me , it doesn't feel brighter as before ,
yesterday , when i said good bye to you ,
you were sleeping in a coffin dressed in white ,
you were beautiful as always ,
but your soul has gone far away ,
i can't believe you are gone forever ,
I'm in denial as of how to believe this .
this anger i feel inside me and my heart tells me ,
not to forgive you for leaving me alone like this ,
but when i remember your beautiful smile ,
tell me , how can i be angry with you ,
even though my heart is crying in silence
-filled with these feelings , you were like my shadow ,
but now that shadow has fade in to the darkness ,
these memories.... i can't forget will hurt me every night .
I tried to fight these feelings ,
that have start to bottle up in my heart ,
my mind says leave it behind forever ,
but my heart says hold on to it ,
not let it go and fall in to darkness ,
i know , you will never come back ,
there only one thing i can do now ,
move on with your love in my heart .
I feels sadness in every step i take ,
this sadness is something , i never felt before ,
walking by the places we used to spend time ,
memories paralyses my heart in every way ,
time just runs through hollowness ,
no one can fill my heart with love , way you used to do ,
when I looked deeply in to your eyes ,
only depressed feelings that makes fall deeper and deeper in to darkness .
i always questioned ? what i feels is true ,
when i met you for the very first time ,
i thought , i saw why i was there for ,
always loving falling in love with you ,
i thought all dreams were coming true ,
i don't know where , my life will take me now ,
but i know your love is still in my heart ,
i will try to be the man you used to love .
