im really grateful for my life, its a beautiful thing. i wake up everyday excited for whats next. i understand how someone would want to live forever..though i dont want to be old
yesterday was amazing. flew into L.A. for work at like 4pm, performed for like an hour last night, everyone seemed to love it. im really grateful so many people connect to what i do. though i wouldve liked to have gone to the Lakers game, see Lebron play, but i was too late, its all good though. i got paid a little over $220k, after everyone got paid and i put money aside for the I.R.S.. im blessed and grateful for my blessings, im grateful for the abundance i have in my life. got to meet up with one of my good friends out here. but this city is so crazy, you can lose your mind out here. everyone is so fake and clout chasing, theyll have you thinking youre like a god or something while plotting on you, seen it too many times, have to be careful out here. its overkill on beautiful women here though. but yeah, my friend had set up an orgy as surprise for me coming to town, so i went to his house after work
that was fun, it was me, him, his homeboy ive heard of but never met, my other friend and 12 beautiful women. that was crazy, two women or sometimes three working together on my joystick is something ill never get tired of. they were all fine and i could do whatever i wanted to them, theyd take it like champs with a smile. this one women was definitely tripping on XO's though. she had pretty blue eyes but they were dilated as hell, she was acting more animalistic than my ex, which is A LOT. she was also doing too much for attention, she was probably the only one i didnt try, she seemed accident prone. though im going to get tested for STD's when i get back Sunday. apparently all the women were clean, just to be safe though because i go jacketless when i swim, i feel fine though. but it was fun. i love the craziness of this town, but its not exactly good for me ive learned, i go overboard. but for a visit its nice
today has been chill, worked out, talked to my agent to make sure the money was transfered, went to this day party by the pool in the hills. it was chill but like i said, a lot of fake people in this city. i wasnt really paying them any mind though, they just want something from you at the bottom of what theyre talking about, i learned early how to see through that, im still respectful though but listen carefully. but the party was nice, its also good to catch up with the old L.A. crew. my friend wants me to move back out here but thats not happening. the weathers great, theres waaay more beautiful women but, theres enough back home plus more genuine people. but it was cool kicking it with them and the party was lit, i wish they lived back home but it is what it is
but yeah just chillin in the hotel room, about to find something to eat for dinner. i talked to Candy Eyes during her break earlier, we're going to hang out Monday. im going to give her a ride to class then after we'll kick it the rest of the day, im excited. i should be back home tomorrow afternoon...the women im taking with me to Miami is watching my cat and staying at my house. shes not my girlfriend but my good buddy brought up last night, shes kind of acting like one and i may be delusional about our relationship status. though technically, a FWB would be down to house sit and watch your cat. she is over a lot though and im taking her on vacation with me....idk, he may have a point, except if she was my lady i wouldnt be messing with others. im grateful shes watching my cat though, thats my dude and she'll make sure hes okay. i think ill take her to buy some jewlery as a thank you when i return
but life is pretty crazy, im grateful for my blessings though. im also grateful the universe provides for me, always has my back. just had to learn to trust the process and everything will be okay, everything happens for a reason
xxx015