The Amazi Clan Castle

[Howard]

You never did tell me how things were going in England...

 

[FineKate]

You never did tell me how things were going in England...

your right... i didn't.

if you really want to do i guess its a breath of fresh air. its away from my home town where my life started to turn into hell. so at least in england where im with my cousin, the one person left in my family that cares, at least im in a place where i feel a little comfortable. but it still doesn't erase the past...

 

[Howard]

your right... i didn't.

if you really want to do i guess its a breath of fresh air. its away from my home town where my life started to turn into hell. so at least in england where im with my cousin, the one person left in my family that cares, at least im in a place where i feel a little comfortable. but it still doesn't erase the past...

at least it makes you feel a little at ease..... if that's all you can let yourself have it's better than nothing....

 

[FineKate]

at least it makes you feel a little at ease..... if that's all you can let yourself have it's better than nothing....

change your message above your text. if i see it right your hating yourself because of me right? well dont. im sick of people feeling like shit over me.

 

[Howard]

change your message above your text. if i see it right your hating yourself because of me right? well dont. im sick of people feeling like shit over me.

It's not about you, I hate myself because I have a conscious.... I hate having a conscious it only gets in my way and makes me feel horrible about stuff.... not everything I say is about you....... just the recent stuff.. :|

 

[FineKate]

It's not about you, I hate myself because I have a conscious.... I hate having a conscious it only gets in my way and makes me feel horrible about stuff.... not everything I say is about you....... just the recent stuff.. :|

good. keep it that way.

 

[Howard]

keep what, what way?

 

[FineKate]

never mind... *Gets up then goes over to a small swing set and starts to slowly swing back and forth*

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[Howard]

never mind... *Gets up then goes over to a small swing set and starts to slowly swing back and forth*

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Guessing you don't want to talk?

*Walks behind the swing and gently begins pushing swinging you a little higher*

 

[FineKate]

Guessing you don't want to talk?

*Walks behind the swing and gently begins pushing swinging you a little higher*

Its not that i dont want to talk... i just dont have anything to talk about...

*Lets you push me and looks up at the sky* remember that wish i told you? i wished i could be a bird, so i could go places no human could go. i want to get as close to the sky as possible. i want to be able to touch the stars. to see the earth from up there. only then do i think i would feel some kind of peace and happiness...

 

[Howard]

Its not that i dont want to talk... i just dont have anything to talk about...

*Lets you push me and looks up at the sky* remember that wish i told you? i wished i could be a bird, so i could go places no human could go. i want to get as close to the sky as possible. i want to be able to touch the stars. to see the earth from up there. only then do i think i would feel some kind of peace and happiness...

Yeah I remember... and I'm sorry I couldn't help you get there...

*Begins swinging you a little higher not enough for you to lose control of the swing but higher than before*

 

[FineKate]

Yeah I remember... and I'm sorry I couldn't help you get there...

*Begins swinging you a little higher not enough for you to lose control of the swing but higher than before*

stop apologizing about everything already... i know i can never get there. its a stupid dream that will never come true...

*As you push me higher, i close my eyes and let the breeze hit my face and blow my hair around a little*

 

[Howard]

stop apologizing about everything already... i know i can never get there. its a stupid dream that will never come true...

*As you push me higher, i close my eyes and let the breeze hit my face and blow my hair around a little*

I know I apologize to much and it's something I can't help I just do it when there isn't anything I can say....

*Continues pushing you letting you drift off*

 

[FineKate]

I know I apologize to much and it's something I can't help I just do it when there isn't anything I can say....

*Continues pushing you letting you drift off*

*Opens eyes a little* i know this is a stupid question to ask, but... how far do you think we could have gone if we didn't stop running together?

 

[Howard]

*Opens eyes a little* i know this is a stupid question to ask, but... how far do you think we could have gone if we didn't stop running together?

You mean if I didn't trip...? well it depends on how far you would have gone... if I didn't stumble I could have been with you for as long as you would have let me....... but I fell and now someone else came along and helped me back up....

Out of the metaphor I guess we could have gone as far as you would let me... I really did love you, I don't know if you felt the same way but I can't continue talking like this because it upsets Sam.... it confuses her and she thinks I don't want to stay with her....

I'm sorry I shouldn't talk about that here...

*Continues pushing you letting the swing go higher to where the chains begin to lose their tension*

How high do you want to go?

 

[FineKate]

You mean if I didn't trip...? well it depends on how far you would have gone... if I didn't stumble I could have been with you for as long as you would have let me....... but I fell and now someone else came along and helped me back up....

Out of the metaphor I guess we could have gone as far as you would let me... I really did love you, I don't know if you felt the same way but I can't continue talking like this because it upsets Sam.... it confuses her and she thinks I don't want to stay with her....

I'm sorry I shouldn't talk about that here...

*Continues pushing you letting the swing go higher to where the chains begin to lose their tension*

How high do you want to go?

*Closes eyes then jumps off the swing as its in mid air and just falls so I get the feeling my flying*

 

[Howard]

You ok?

 

[FineKate]

You ok?

I'm fine. *Lands on my back making a smacking sound and just lays there for a minute but then gets up and dusts self off*

 

[Howard]

I'm fine. *Lands on my back making a smacking sound and just lays there for a minute but then gets up and dusts self off*

You sure your ok?

*Walks around the swing so I am standing near you but not to close*

 

[FineKate]

You sure your ok?

*Walks around the swing so I am standing near you but not to close*

I said im fine... *starts to walk away but then stops for a minute then continues to walk*