The Amazi Clan Castle

[Howard]

...Ur talkin talkin nonsense. *looks down* seriously

Dude you don't know just stop...

 

[FineKate]

...Ur talkin talkin nonsense. *looks down* seriously

did your family slowly die before you and you couldn't do anything about it? have you tried to fall in love, time and time again only to have it turn out to be either a lie or a joke?

 

[Howard]

did your family slowly die before you and you couldn't do anything about it? have you tried to fall in love, time and time again only to have it turn out to be either a lie or a joke?

Well what we had wasn't a lie so you must've thought it was a joke and again I apologize for what I did and I want to make it up to you if I can....

 

[FineKate]

I thought you promised to at least look for happiness if you already accepted it you can't really be looking...... and I'm sorry that all I did was add to the frustration and unhappiness that is your life but I was stupid and I can't change what I did.... I know I was a horrible person for what I did but I'm trying to make up for it anyway I can...... I just don't know what to do.

im giving you the answer to what you can do. Forget about me... forget about making it up to me. because i dont care. You left me which is just another name to the lost love list. that list is longer then any list i have, and i have alot of lists...

 

[FineKate]

Well what we had wasn't a lie so you must've thought it was a joke and again I apologize for what I did and I want to make it up to you if I can....

as soon as you heard that ip story you quickly changed your mind about that...

 

[kidkisame]

Dude you don't know just stop...

I guess u for got about Kisame

did your family slowly die before you and you couldn't do anything about it? have you tried to fall in love, time and time again only to have it turn out to be either a lie or a joke?

*looks at Howard* (telepathy: Sora) Lets just say u've been gone for a while Kate. *gives u invitation and walks away*

 

[Howard]

as soon as you heard that ip story you quickly changed your mind about that...

O_O I see..... and just a name... I guess I have to just take it as you don't want me around you..... I'm sorry that all I can do is apologize I truly am..... and I'm sorry that I did what I did......

 

[FineKate]

I guess u for got about Kisame
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let me tell you something... my hell of a life, isn't rp. so once you watch everyone close to you either leave you or die in real, then you can talk. until then, dont talk...

 

[FineKate]

O_O I see..... and just a name... I guess I have to just take it as you don't want me around you..... I'm sorry that all I can do is apologize I truly am..... and I'm sorry that I did what I did......

if your so sorry then stop apologizing. i've told you 200 times now that i dont care about what you did. your just another person who dropped me faster then a hot rock at the first chance you got. so dont think your the only one that has done this to me cuz your not.

 

[Howard]

And if you remember the first time something came up about me you didn't believe me and you ran off.... I had to explain but the first time something came up about you you weren't around to explain so I took it as the worst and I shouldn't have but I did and I've said it at least ten times I can't change it.......

 

[Howard]

if your so sorry then stop apologizing. i've told you 200 times now that i dont care about what you did. your just another person who dropped me faster then a hot rock at the first chance you got. so dont think your the only one that has done this to me cuz your not.

I don't know what else to say...... I have nothing else if you just want me to leave you alone then say so I will....

 

[FineKate]

And if you remember the first time something came up about me you didn't believe me and you ran off.... I had to explain but the first time something came up about you you weren't around to explain so I took it as the worst and I shouldn't have but I did and I've said it at least ten times I can't change it.......

i think i clearly remember ouran and thad trying to explain the situation to you and yet you had to wait for me to tell you? to me that just sounds like an excuse...

and i have said this ten times. i couldn't care less about what happened. because its nothing new to me. not even a little. im used to this sort of thing happening to me so its not like you tore my heart out and stepped on it, because about 5 other guys beat you to that...

 

[Howard]

i think i clearly remember ouran and thad trying to explain the situation to you and yet you had to wait for me to tell you? to me that just sounds like an excuse...

and i have said this ten times. i couldn't care less about what happened. because its nothing new to me. not even a little. im used to this sort of thing happening to me so its not like you tore my heart out and stepped on it, because about 5 other guys beat you to that...

O_O that was three days after when Ouran first even mentioned it..... but ahh

And I don't care if I am the first or the last I just want to make up for what I've done.... you should be the one who is happy not me you deserve it so much more than I do....

 

[kidkisame]

let me tell you something... my hell of a life, isn't rp. so once you watch everyone close to you either leave you or die in real, then you can talk. until then, dont talk...

S-srry

 

[FineKate]

O_O that was three days after when Ouran first even mentioned it..... but ahh

And I don't care if I am the first or the last I just want to make up for what I've done.... you should be the one who is happy not me you deserve it so much more than I do....

doesn't matter because it isn't going to happen. you have happiness and i don't. if that is what god, if there is even a god, has planed for my life, then so be it. thats what is supposed to happen to me. so enjoy the happiness you have. because trust me, you dont want my life. i would kill myself if i wished someone had my life, because i dont want to force this hell onto others. thats why i push people away, because they dont want to be close to me no matter how many times they say they do...

 

[Howard]

doesn't matter because it isn't going to happen. you have happiness and i don't. if that is what god, if there is even a god, has planed for my life, then so be it. thats what is supposed to happen to me. so enjoy the happiness you have. because trust me, you dont want my life. i would kill myself if i wished someone had my life, because i dont want to force this hell onto others. thats why i push people away, because they dont want to be close to me no matter how many times they say they do...

Like I said I just don't know what else to say.... I want you to be happy I do but I don't know what I can do I know I ****ed up I know I'm a prick I know a lot of things but none of that helps even when you were with me you never truly wanted to be I remember you said I would never know if you were happy or not and I never did and I probably never will........

 

[FineKate]

Like I said I just don't know what else to say.... I want you to be happy I do but I don't know what I can do I know I ****ed up I know I'm a prick I know a lot of things but none of that helps even when you were with me you never truly wanted to be I remember you said I would never know if you were happy or not and I never did and I probably never will........

thats life. sorry if i dont act like a normal girl and jump at the joy of love or dont bust out in tears when someone dumps me. i've put up with enough shit throughout my life to not care anymore. so im the one that is sorry for not being normal.

 

[Howard]

thats life. sorry if i dont act like a normal girl and jump at the joy of love or dont bust out in tears when someone dumps me. i've put up with enough shit throughout my life to not care anymore. so im the one that is sorry for not being normal.

You have nothing to apologize for, how can I blame you for anything when I can't forgive myself.....

 

[FineKate]

You have nothing to apologize for, how can I blame you for anything when I can't forgive myself.....

well start forgiving yourself. because its doing you no good if you hold onto the past. i have found some peace in the darkness. so im going to stay here. the darkness is my home now. its my life, my choice. if i leave im only going to be blinded and forced back into the darkness. its best i dont bother.

 

[Howard]

well start forgiving yourself. because its doing you no good if you hold onto the past. i have found some peace in the darkness. so im going to stay here. the darkness is my home now. its my life, my choice. if i leave im only going to be blinded and forced back into the darkness. its best i dont bother.

I guess I can't say much more........