The Amazi Clan Castle

[Xinroki]

~mumbles~
i never said you wasnt close to me i just asked
~turns and stands in front of you~
you've been away for all this time then comes back and asks like a brother.......then you leave kayame and kouken without a father and husband to looks after them
~punches you in the face~
~tears fall down my face~
dont you ever do that again..............

*Takes the hit and looks down* You think I don't feel like shit for what I did? But I had my reasons for leaving, and even then, I still feel like I abandoned them and left them to fend for themselves. Scratch that, I don't feel like it, because I know thats exactly what I did. But it was either stay here with them and put them at more risk then ever, or leave for a short while and come back so that way I don't have to stay up 24hrs a day trying to make sure that there isn't a damn demon under the bed! *Looks up* I wouldn't be surprised if Kayame can't forgive me for leaving, and Kouken too. The least I can do though is try to make it up to them no matter how many times they shoot me down. I'm not going to give up on my family, and that includes you.

 

[+BLOODsilent+]

~squeezes my hands tightly~

at least your becoming your old self again..........and thad is been here helping and watching over them.....and i've been goign around there a few times a week........there ok......but sora found out that kayame is his mother and he went crazy....imma let him talk to her himself when he sees her.......

 

[Xinroki]

~squeezes my hands tightly~

at least your becoming your old self again..........and thad is been here helping and watching over them.....and i've been goign around there a few times a week........there ok......but sora found out that kayame is his mother and he went crazy....imma let him talk to her himself when he sees her.......

I know. And now I'm the one that owes Thadias. And don't worry, i'll make sure that he does see her. The boy deserves that much at least. I need you to promise me something though Blood. If Kayame and Kouken end up turning me away because of what i've done, I want you to make sure they continue to be safe. Be their guardian like I was. Because I won't be able to keep them safe if I can't get close to them. It will be up to you. Can you do this for me?

 

[Nyx]

*stood on the tower watching*
Xin is back?

 

[+BLOODsilent+]

I know. And now I'm the one that owes Thadias. And don't worry, i'll make sure that he does see her. The boy deserves that much at least. I need you to promise me something though Blood. If Kayame and Kouken end up turning me away because of what i've done, I want you to make sure they continue to be safe. Be their guardian like I was. Because I won't be able to keep them safe if I can't get close to them. It will be up to you. Can you do this for me?

with my life i promise

 

[FineKate]

*Leans against a wall*

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[kidkisame]

*Leans against a wall*

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Hey Kate

 

[FineKate]

Hey Kate

*Looks at you* Hey...

 

[Howard]

How are things going?

 

[FineKate]

How are things going?

Does it matter? Dont bother yourself with me anymore Howard... just forget me.

 

[Howard]

Does it matter? Dont bother yourself with me anymore Howard... just forget me.

.-. I still want to be friends... I can't ask how things are going as a friend? do you just want me to leave you alone? is that what this is about? I'm sorry for how I handled things but I can't change it now..... and of course it matters....

 

[FineKate]

.-. I still want to be friends... I can't ask how things are going as a friend? do you just want me to leave you alone? is that what this is about? I'm sorry for how I handled things but I can't change it now..... and of course it matters....

Just forget you ever met me howard. You made your choice and i am making my choice. You are better off not caring about me. And no, it doesn't matter. Give me one reason to why it does matter other then saying we are friends...

 

[kidkisame]

U kno Kate even though wat happened, Howard seems to really care for u.

 

[Howard]

Just forget you ever met me howard. You made your choice and i am making my choice. You are better off not caring about me. And no, it doesn't matter. Give me one reason to why it does matter other then saying we are friends...

Because I still care for you and I want you to be happy... you make the choice you want but if you leave like Thadias told me you might it will only make things worse on me.... It does matter to me... and I am better off caring for everyone like I have my entire life and everyone includes you..... If you want me to leave you alone and stay away from you I will out of respect but I won't stop caring.....

 

[kidkisame]

see Kate

 

[FineKate]

Because I still care for you and I want you to be happy... you make the choice you want but if you leave like Thadias told me you might it will only make things worse on me.... It does matter to me... and I am better off caring for everyone like I have my entire life and everyone includes you..... If you want me to leave you alone and stay away from you I will out of respect but I won't stop caring.....

Fine... do whatever you want... but dont expect a thanks from me.

 

[Howard]

Fine... do whatever you want... but dont expect a thanks from me.

I don't want a thanks I never did..... I just want you to try and be happy......

 

[FineKate]

I don't want a thanks I never did..... I just want you to try and be happy......

Dont bother.... because its not going to happen. People like me that were born with pain and suffering and meant to live the rest of their miserable lives unhappy and alone. I am willing to accept this... i already have...

 

[kidkisame]

Dont bother.... because its not going to happen. People like me that were born with pain and suffering and meant to live the rest of their miserable lives unhappy and alone. I am willing to accept this... i already have...

...Ur talkin talkin nonsense. *looks down* seriously

 

[Howard]

Dont bother.... because its not going to happen. People like me that were born with pain and suffering and meant to live the rest of their miserable lives unhappy and alone. I am willing to accept this... i already have...

I thought you promised to at least look for happiness if you already accepted it you can't really be looking...... and I'm sorry that all I did was add to the frustration and unhappiness that is your life but I was stupid and I can't change what I did.... I know I was a horrible person for what I did but I'm trying to make up for it anyway I can...... I just don't know what to do.