Actually, I am. ._. I was also always too self-aware..which diminished somewhat as the years passed.
Dude, start working out again before spring arrives. I am in the U.K. atm and I can't go to the gym atm because I'm not employed yet.
I noticed a little roll on my lower belly, so now I do 200 pushups and 200 situps daily. I do my abs with this thing:
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It's perfect and supports my back. I barely have to put in any effort and my core gets the perfect motion. If you don't have the motivation to work out much, just do these 3 things. 1. drink more water and tea and consume less crap. 2. abs. 3. pushups. That's all. Takes like 5 to 10 minutes a day