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i have borderline PTSD from seeing my cousin blow her brains out with a shotgun when i was little. it makes me afraid to go to sleep because ill see her a lot in my dreams and she always kills herself. so i basically drink/smoke every night till i pass out because i usually wont dream when i do that or if i do then i never remember/doesnt wake me up. if i just pass out from exhaustion i will sleep walk. when i was younger i use to walk outside at night, which would freak my parents out but now people say i just sit on the couch or stare in the refrigerator when i do..

i also dont kill spiders or any kind of bug that gets in my house. for one i think spiders are lucky, and two i feel like its not my place to kill them so i try to catch them and throw them out, which everyone thinks is weird but id feel terrible if i killed it just cause
 
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I sometimes get extreme headache, then I come up with ideas of my fanfictions and write them down quickly. I can't focus on writing or get ideas for fanfiction when I don't have headache.
 

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i have borderline PTSD from seeing my cousin blow her brains out with a shotgun when i was little. it makes me afraid to go to sleep because ill see her a lot in my dreams and she always kills herself. so i basically drink/smoke every night till i pass out because i usually wont dream when i do that or if i do then i never remember/doesnt wake me up. if i just pass out from exhaustion i will sleep walk. when i was younger i use to walk outside at night, which would freak my parents out but now people say i just sit on the couch or stare in the refrigerator when i do..

i also dont kill spiders or any kind of bug that gets in my house. for one i think spiders are lucky, and two i feel like its not my place to kill them so i try to catch them and throw them out, which everyone thinks is weird but id feel terrible if i killed it just cause
I'm sorry you had to experience that I use to be a pretty bad insominiac I found working out allows be to get sleep. For some reason I haven't remembered by dreams in years.

Lol the sleep sitting thing would freak me out, I got this weird habit since I was a kid that when ever stare at something or watch stuff I subconsciously tilt my head like an owl.

I usually avoid pests when outside think it's effed up killing them when they're not doing anything to you but if i see them around my place they got to die.
 
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I sometimes get extreme headache, then I come up with ideas of my fanfictions and write them down quickly. I can't focus on writing or get ideas for fanfiction when I don't have headache.
Yeah always had super bad headaches as a kid never considered it might be from me thinking a lot

Don't be having the headaches anymore but my mind still racing
 

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I don't fully understand what I want :elmo:
Many times I start a work and by the end , I blame myself for beginning it :elmo:
That is really bothering me . And I can't do anything about it ... Anyone with similar experience that can help ?
 

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Sometime mid last year, i watched a crime documentary (killer kids) where a mother and her two daughters were brutally murdered by a 15 year old boy. Murder is already despicable but this *insert swear words* stabbed a 10 year old 60 times (more times than her mother for God's sake) and bashed the skull of an 8 year old after stabbing her about 30 times iirc.

I cried... i really shed tears.. but from the reenactment, the 15 year old looked huge so i looked the real person up and i see this monster of a supposed 15 year old and i'm pissed that at my age even if i were there at the time it happened.. i probably won't have been able to stop him.

I decided to work out and earlier this year, i decided to look him up again since i felt i had achieved enough mass.. I realized he probably would still wreck me so i broke down and actually started tearing up imagining how frightened those kids would have felt and i couldn't even tell anyone why i was shedding tears... Weird huh?
 

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I hate children, they proper disgust me. Even babies. Ew. Will never have any of my own cause, ew. Yet I volunteer at an organisation that does therapy riding for disabled children. Don't hate disabled children. Some people find that weird.
 
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