Black Hole
There is no excuse for what you did.
I have imagined your death too many times to remember.
You are the scum on this earth.
What you did was wrong.
You're going to hell. I was 6.
You said "It's our little secret."
You repeated your misdone actions multiple times.
You have made it to where I can not trust anyone.
My best friend is unaware of that half of my life.
I will never be able to love anyone completely.
You screwed up any chances for my happiness.
My friends will joke around that people are emo when they are raped and they can't get over it.
I want to look at them and say "I did."
But I can't. I can't confide in anyone.
For I fear they will think of me less
My deep Black Heart
I was hiding behind broken glass.
Running from the truth I knew to be true.
Pushing back the memories, the horrors, my pains, of everlasting ghost of summer's long past.
I can still see it. My heart.
So close I can taste it,
But just out of my reach...
It stopped beating
Long ago, The same time
you came and went in and from my life.
I miss you
But you're never coming back.
Insistent, persistent,
It struggles to let out a beat,
But I won't let it.
I'll hold it back.
I've already succumbed to defeat...
White is black.
Life as a sound death.
Time slows to a stop.
The trees forever dead-set,to an on-going winter.
I cannot break free from.
A black hole swallows the heart, you left with.
Feelings come,but never go.
Pain cakes itself into my being.
I smile at everything, a sweet but bitter facade',
But you and I both know
I'm falling apart I'm lost.
Losing myself to the dark with no light;
no candle;
no spark;
no life.
Everything is ongoing.
Nothing shall ever end.
I wish it would though
Maybe I'd move on then.
You knew me.
Before I ever knew myself.
Without you
I'm lost,
I try to find my way back, but I stagger.
Only you can save me, Only you.
Knowing this, darkness embeds itself deeper into my being.
Because I miss you.
And you're never coming back.
I'm hiding behind broken dreams,
Broken promises,
Broken seams.
I'm falling apart,
But they'll never know what we both do
My black hole heart;
Because of you.
I have imagined your death too many times to remember.
You are the scum on this earth.
What you did was wrong.
You're going to hell. I was 6.
You said "It's our little secret."
You repeated your misdone actions multiple times.
You have made it to where I can not trust anyone.
My best friend is unaware of that half of my life.
I will never be able to love anyone completely.
You screwed up any chances for my happiness.
My friends will joke around that people are emo when they are raped and they can't get over it.
I want to look at them and say "I did."
But I can't. I can't confide in anyone.
For I fear they will think of me less
My deep Black Heart
I was hiding behind broken glass.
Running from the truth I knew to be true.
Pushing back the memories, the horrors, my pains, of everlasting ghost of summer's long past.
I can still see it. My heart.
So close I can taste it,
But just out of my reach...
It stopped beating
Long ago, The same time
you came and went in and from my life.
I miss you
But you're never coming back.
Insistent, persistent,
It struggles to let out a beat,
But I won't let it.
I'll hold it back.
I've already succumbed to defeat...
White is black.
Life as a sound death.
Time slows to a stop.
The trees forever dead-set,to an on-going winter.
I cannot break free from.
A black hole swallows the heart, you left with.
Feelings come,but never go.
Pain cakes itself into my being.
I smile at everything, a sweet but bitter facade',
But you and I both know
I'm falling apart I'm lost.
Losing myself to the dark with no light;
no candle;
no spark;
no life.
Everything is ongoing.
Nothing shall ever end.
I wish it would though
Maybe I'd move on then.
You knew me.
Before I ever knew myself.
Without you
I'm lost,
I try to find my way back, but I stagger.
Only you can save me, Only you.
Knowing this, darkness embeds itself deeper into my being.
Because I miss you.
And you're never coming back.
I'm hiding behind broken dreams,
Broken promises,
Broken seams.
I'm falling apart,
But they'll never know what we both do
My black hole heart;
Because of you.
Sorry If they suck, I really hate this format transfer stuff -.-
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