It is my child cause I gave birth and suffer through that labor in a hospital thread here :/
*walks in*
i keep hallucinating about this girl
so i found her and raped her.
what do i do
how can i know if my level of alcoholism is already destructive for me?
That you ask a doctor. I think a medical examination is in order rather than a psychological one.
As related to the mind rather than the body, I suppose you can tell from your life-style and thoughts on it. Let's find out.
Do you consider yourself an alcoholic?
but they say that the major problems of alcoholics is because of how they perceive their lives? that's why i got here...
no i don't consider myself as one..
Yes, but you asked about destructive, I naturally concluded you asked about destruction caused to your body, which might have been my narrow way of thinking, sorry.
Let's move on to the psychological part then!
Yes, indeed a major factor is how they perceive their lives, as drinking usually is a way of escapism. You drink, are merry or whatever you achieve when drinking, back to a form of reality, drink again to escape that.
So you don't consider yourself an alcoholic, then, do you feel that the drinking is/has causing you trouble?
no... i actually drink because I'm happy.. but i resist myself from drinking if I'm sad or in a bad mood..
I see, but know this, I'm not here to accuse you of anything, just to find out together with you, if you have this problem or not.
Next then, as you suggest, you can drink because of many reasons, being happy and drinking as you do.
Seeing as how you restrict yourself from drinking when sad or in a bad mood, I actually feel like complimenting you, because it is very wise, considering what alcohol does to the body.
Again the same question, do you feel that the alcohol is causing you any trouble?
no i dont think so...![]()