Cyanide Addiction
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The sun sets on another hopeless day
Another day that started with hope for the winter
I've lost more than I care to say
And every lost love is just another painful splinter
I'd like to have back the love
And the child that I helped conceive
I understand she wants to be free as a dove
But the pain she causes me is what she doesn't believe
I want to make the world happy
But I'm only one boy
I know it sounds sappy
But sometimes I feel like the world's toy
I mean the one who means the world to me
I still after all this time wonder why
Is my pain worth to her being free
She says she may not care and wonders why I cry
To this day she wonders why
I still love her and want her back
Why I chose too nearly die
Well her leaving caused my world to go black
I am still trying to prove something to someone
But she's still listening to who
I don't know but I'm slowly coming undone
I don't know why I'm still trying to prove myself to you
My thoughts are so empty
And only one can save me
In this cold storm I'm looking for safety
But it's too far away for me to see
She says it's hard to believe
Acting like I want the drama & pain
It's obviously more than I can conceive
Because she fled like a thief in the night of rain
It's like I can't find her anymore
When before she was right there
I want to go back to before
And have my reason for even wanting air
Another day that started with hope for the winter
I've lost more than I care to say
And every lost love is just another painful splinter
I'd like to have back the love
And the child that I helped conceive
I understand she wants to be free as a dove
But the pain she causes me is what she doesn't believe
I want to make the world happy
But I'm only one boy
I know it sounds sappy
But sometimes I feel like the world's toy
I mean the one who means the world to me
I still after all this time wonder why
Is my pain worth to her being free
She says she may not care and wonders why I cry
To this day she wonders why
I still love her and want her back
Why I chose too nearly die
Well her leaving caused my world to go black
I am still trying to prove something to someone
But she's still listening to who
I don't know but I'm slowly coming undone
I don't know why I'm still trying to prove myself to you
My thoughts are so empty
And only one can save me
In this cold storm I'm looking for safety
But it's too far away for me to see
She says it's hard to believe
Acting like I want the drama & pain
It's obviously more than I can conceive
Because she fled like a thief in the night of rain
It's like I can't find her anymore
When before she was right there
I want to go back to before
And have my reason for even wanting air
