Mostly off the top of my head poem/rap... It's really angsty and stuff so sorry about that lol
Why don't you text me back
Then I can relax
So I don't have to dwell on the fact
That the lack of you is a critical attack
And I have a knack for imagining you in the worst places
At a party making out with some unknown faces
And I can't do anything I'm stuck in this stasis!
I try to take a step forward but I trip on my own laces.
And like eminem I feel like I'm losing myself
Trying to look around for somebody to help
I don't know what to do with this hand I've been dealt
And my cheeks are so wet cuz I've started to melt
Becuz when you look me in the eyes and tell me im perfect
My brain assumes that they are lies
And tells me that I'm worthless.
I can't see any of the things that u see in me
You're always with him when I wish u were with me
And I'm tumbling head first down a pit of misery
While you're standing up there laughing carelessly
I wanna grab you, hold you close
But I'm so afraid
That the love I have for you is so strong
That you'll push me away.
It's time like these that I wish I could sing.
Just lift my head up and yell, and forget everything
But I feel so alone I just wish you would ring
Cuz you're the only one that can free me from this bad dream
And I keep waiting for this bass to drop
Because I want these horrible thoughts to stop
But I've lost control.
and on top of it all
I'm thinking about dying (and being left to rot)
I'm crying. Ive been doing It quite a lot
And I'm lying; Telling u everything's alright when it's not
I'm giving it everything tht I've got
But it's not enough;
Why is it so tough?
And why is it only me that seems to think this stuff?
Why don't you text me back
Then I can relax
So I don't have to dwell on the fact
That the lack of you is a critical attack
And I have a knack for imagining you in the worst places
At a party making out with some unknown faces
And I can't do anything I'm stuck in this stasis!
I try to take a step forward but I trip on my own laces.
And like eminem I feel like I'm losing myself
Trying to look around for somebody to help
I don't know what to do with this hand I've been dealt
And my cheeks are so wet cuz I've started to melt
Becuz when you look me in the eyes and tell me im perfect
My brain assumes that they are lies
And tells me that I'm worthless.
I can't see any of the things that u see in me
You're always with him when I wish u were with me
And I'm tumbling head first down a pit of misery
While you're standing up there laughing carelessly
I wanna grab you, hold you close
But I'm so afraid
That the love I have for you is so strong
That you'll push me away.
It's time like these that I wish I could sing.
Just lift my head up and yell, and forget everything
But I feel so alone I just wish you would ring
Cuz you're the only one that can free me from this bad dream
And I keep waiting for this bass to drop
Because I want these horrible thoughts to stop
But I've lost control.
and on top of it all
I'm thinking about dying (and being left to rot)
I'm crying. Ive been doing It quite a lot
And I'm lying; Telling u everything's alright when it's not
I'm giving it everything tht I've got
But it's not enough;
Why is it so tough?
And why is it only me that seems to think this stuff?
I've been practicing a lot lately... lmfao it helps whenever im in a sad mood i just start writing rhymes down lol
