I don't know what to do..

[elitenoob94]

I understand your pain. Now, even though I haven't experienced major losses like you I can relate. I would entirely go internal if I lost one of my relatives or one of my Marines for that matter, but for everything that happens nothing is worth taking your life. Suicide should never be a thought nor option.

Bare with what has happened, mourn, pray and keep your head held high and move on and do great in memoir of them. Use them as strength to achieve and stride. It helps, works and it's not in vain.

That's literally the best to do, don't ponder on it and not continue on with your life because it affects those around you and it buries you deep into the hole that shouldn't be dug any deeper. I am truly sorry for your loss and I will pray for you.

If you honestly need someone to talk to PM me and I'll help you out.

 

[Pumpkin Ninja]

The sad reality is that everyone passes away.

Just know that those people who passed would hate to see their deaths consume you. They'd much rather you live life in happiness for them, instead.

I'm sorry for your losses.

 

[Michelle]

I am sorry for your loss.
Let the PC and run, cry and scream until you feel better.
Live your life. Forget about suicide.
Never forget the dear ones who died and try to accept life's course.
Find happiness in small stuff of life and be a social being.