Everyday i feel the way i do.
I feel the love in my heart grow and grow for the girl i love.
However... i have to abandon it and move along.
For if i don't the monster inside will make it all go away.
Her will to go on.
My will to live is gone.
Everyday i dream of a chance to know what happiness is.
Father and I fight....
My mother is gone and the ones that raise me lay in the cold hard ground.
I am a monster.
I will only take your heart and eat it up.
If i were you i'd leave
There is no ease in my soul.
My heart is cold.
Black as nightly coal.
Now i stand on a mountain and over look the forest where i was raised.
I look back across the plateu.
I lean back....
All my memories and dreams wll die today.
Won't matter.
Never will.
Never could nor shall.
