well...i guess i just created a life i really enjoy. i wake up grateful everyday, i have a beautiful women that looks like a model laying naked(majority of the time) next to me when i wake up and shes smart, in my dope room, in a dope house that i own. even when my cat wakes us up sometimes for food, like thats my cat and hes cool looking. im handsome, talented and in great shape, my house is full of dope stuff thats mine, i have a McLaren and a 80's Lamborghini in my garage. every morning i go out and just look at them for a minute in satisfaction. i have a whole studio in my house and its dope
ive been grateful but this pandemic really put it into perspective. like im financially abundant, while money alone wont make you happy, so many people have to work, or were out of work due to this. i could literally maintain my lifestyle and not play another show till im in my 80s and im not even 30 yet. i was able to donate and help people who needed it which helped them majorly. like im blessed, during this ive just been chillin, working on music, working out, smashing my girl, watching movies and going to social media, eating good food, swimming in my pool, its great. even when i was on my world tour, it was disorienting and tough waking up in a different bed in a different country or city than the night before. but i was grateful i was able to pursue my passion and that people wanted to spend their money to see me and sing the words to my songs at the top of the lungs
so my point is try to create a life youre grateful for. first define what that means for you, then go after it as best you can. working towards your goals is a reason by itself to keep going, i was that way for like a decade almost before i got where i am now. find people you can share your time with that you enjoy being around. also focusing on what youre grateful for in your life already and trying to enjoy your time here while you can