People are always asking how
How am I so calm even in chaos and pain
How do I know I'm doing right even now
Well maybe it's time I let the truth reign
I am not calm, it's just how I appear
Life is a big game of difficult chess
You can't show emotion, especially fear
You don't always lose when you show your weakness
But the chances certainly aren't any less
Either way I know I'm not perfect
I can only change the future not the past
A lot of people consider me a social reject
But at least I don't give in or give up so fast
I still wonder a lot about right and wrong
How am I to know the affects of my actions
There are those I can't see until I'm gone
And how can I please all of life's factions
The answer is that I can't predict every reaction
So live or let me die
Love me or hate me until the bitter end
Accept me or just ask why
But this is my life, not your's my friend.
How am I so calm even in chaos and pain
How do I know I'm doing right even now
Well maybe it's time I let the truth reign
I am not calm, it's just how I appear
Life is a big game of difficult chess
You can't show emotion, especially fear
You don't always lose when you show your weakness
But the chances certainly aren't any less
Either way I know I'm not perfect
I can only change the future not the past
A lot of people consider me a social reject
But at least I don't give in or give up so fast
I still wonder a lot about right and wrong
How am I to know the affects of my actions
There are those I can't see until I'm gone
And how can I please all of life's factions
The answer is that I can't predict every reaction
So live or let me die
Love me or hate me until the bitter end
Accept me or just ask why
But this is my life, not your's my friend.