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:sy: Oh dear god...

Zero, reading this makes everything quite clear: you still don't think i should be an RP mod, that i don't have knowledge, skill, etc, you don't like me nor do you see my actions or reasonings as valid or to be taken into account, nor do you understand what you did wrong or what was wrong with the way you behaved, etc etc.
Now, I can respect someone who doesn't agree with me and everyone has the right to think whatever they want from whom ever they want. However, the problem is that you haven't respected me, not even the least. Not a single one of your attitudes was of respect. They were of disrespect. Blunt and annoying offensive disrespect. Now, i can take some...as it comes with the colored name. But there is a limit. That limit you surpassed it to the extreme with your actions for awhile. It wasn't a single episode. They were plenty of them.

But, it doesn't matter. You are a simple, normal, average member of NB who likes to complain, flame, leave sarcastic offensive posts that he thinks no one will understand but himself, who deems himself to have the gift of being right all the time, but still thinks he doesn't have to face the consequences for what he said. So, basically, you are just one more in 100k accounts that behaves in the same way as tons of other accounts.

In your gutt you still see me as the devil and that being in detention is unfair.

Contrary to popular belief, i feel no pleasure in seeing you in detention or on the knowledge that you were punished. In fact, i couldn't care less as long as you refrain from repeating the past behavior towards me or other members of the staff.

Two months for me is more than enough punishment even if you haven't learned anything. I'll talk to nexus and ask him to remove you from detention.

However, to everyone reading this i'll leave a personal note: I'm didn't take the position of RP Mod to gain power and to bluntly enforce it, becoming a dictator-like mod. I don't feel any pleasure in punishing others. I don't gain anything in doing so. I don't gain anything in terms of perks by being a mod. I don't decline something just because i feel like it. I accept questions. I try my best to help others and do a good job for the RP. I do my utter best to have the RP as best it can be for the members (and the fellow staff members know this pretty well). I have felt the pressure that having an active role as a staff member can have in my RL. I also like to have fun in NB. I love NB and i see it as a good think to pass the time i have free and to work on it.

This being said, i only ask a few little things in return from all the members that deal with me:
-Don't flame me
-Don't offend me
-Don't disrespect me
-Don't assume i'm the devil or that i have picked on you
-Trust me and my judgement as that of someone who knows what he is doing.

And now substitute the word "I" and "me" for "We" and "us" and i think its the mirror of every single mod, gmod or admins desires towards the members.

We are not here to hinder you or to be your enemies. We are here to do our duty towards this community which we all love. Let us do our job and respect it, please.
You must have it rough. O_O
I don't think my offense warranted two months of detention, but I do know that I tested the wordfilters in Iwagakure, which was a breach of protocol. My little post to you, however, contained nothing but a little bit of critisism, something you didn't take well I assume.
No, I don't really respect you. I don't even want to give examples why, cause I'm pretty sure you're self-righteous enough, and have enough public backing, to shrug it off.
Like you said, I'm just an average little fly, who cares what I think.

@ Bold: Oh please, don't insult me. Had that been me I would've been detentioned! D: Oh, never mind, that already happened because I said something similar O_O
Bajebus, I'm well aware that I must take responsibility for what I write, I just choose to write it despite the consequenses.
 

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You must have it rough. O_O
I don't think my offense warranted two months of detention, but I do know that I tested the wordfilters in Iwagakure, which was a breach of protocol. My little post to you, however, contained nothing but a little bit of critisism, something you didn't take well I assume.
No, I don't really respect you. I don't even want to give examples why, cause I'm pretty sure you're self-righteous enough, and have enough public backing, to shrug it off.
Like you said, I'm just an average little fly, who cares what I think.


@ Bold: Oh please, don't insult me. Had that been me I would've been detentioned! D: Oh, never mind, that already happened because I said something similar O_O
Bajebus, I'm well aware that I must take responsibility for what I write, I just choose to write it despite the consequenses.
First of all, no i don't have it rough, but thank you for your concern with my well being. I feel so appreciated.

Second, i wasn't the one who asked you to be in detention or that even reported you and your behavior towards me. I had no role what so ever in that, so no, your little post and your vms and your complaints and your bashing on me inside iwa , in the general RP and outside NB (yeah...it all came to my ears...or eyes...wtv) did little more than annoy me. You fail to see that your behavior towards me wasn't provoked or even is it rational. I did nothing to you. Yet, for some reason you do resent me and my mod ship. Do you feel you should have been picked to be one? Do you feel someone else would do a better job? Do you feel you would do a better job? Because from the first day i checked a Cj of yours if i'm not mistaken the expression used to categorize my checking was "who the hell does he think he is? he doesn't even understand the rp and he's checking cjs? the standards are low" (sorry for not being exactly word per word, but i lost those pms and msn logs a long time ago, still the message transmitted was that). So, what really is the question is: why do you feel this way towards me?

Regarding the bolded part of your post:

leave sarcastic offensive posts that he thinks no one will understand but himself
Indeed, i wonder where i got that idea? >_>

Also, did i insult you? How? Don't you like to leave sarcastic little comments here and there? Don't you like to have the notion that only you will understand them? Also, yes, you do tend to act like you are the one gifted with reason while everyone else is wrong. I fail to see why pointing out the obvious of your behavior makes an insult. It might not be a pretty expression, but its not inaccurate.

Wait...Hum...wasn't this an apologetic thread? Oh yeah...i see the remorse. I see the repenting demeanor and the overall guilt of having behaved badly. And i definitely see the humility. Yes, you have clearly shown you deserve "forgiveness" and have learned with your mistakes. Its definitely clear.

Hmm, good question o_o
Maybe I'm wrong. It could be anything from one month and two-something weeks to two months.
one month...barely. You sent me a VM on the 29th of March, at which time you weren't in detention.

Rest assured, i kept my request to Nexus in regards to removing you from detention.
 
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