:sy: Oh dear god...
Zero, reading this makes everything quite clear: you still don't think i should be an RP mod, that i don't have knowledge, skill, etc, you don't like me nor do you see my actions or reasonings as valid or to be taken into account, nor do you understand what you did wrong or what was wrong with the way you behaved, etc etc.
Now, I can respect someone who doesn't agree with me and everyone has the right to think whatever they want from whom ever they want. However, the problem is that you haven't respected me, not even the least. Not a single one of your attitudes was of respect. They were of disrespect. Blunt and annoying offensive disrespect. Now, i can take some...as it comes with the colored name. But there is a limit. That limit you surpassed it to the extreme with your actions for awhile. It wasn't a single episode. They were plenty of them.
But, it doesn't matter. You are a simple, normal, average member of NB who likes to complain, flame, leave sarcastic offensive posts that he thinks no one will understand but himself, who deems himself to have the gift of being right all the time, but still thinks he doesn't have to face the consequences for what he said. So, basically, you are just one more in 100k accounts that behaves in the same way as tons of other accounts.
In your gutt you still see me as the devil and that being in detention is unfair.
Contrary to popular belief, i feel no pleasure in seeing you in detention or on the knowledge that you were punished. In fact, i couldn't care less as long as you refrain from repeating the past behavior towards me or other members of the staff.
Two months for me is more than enough punishment even if you haven't learned anything. I'll talk to nexus and ask him to remove you from detention.
However, to everyone reading this i'll leave a personal note: I'm didn't take the position of RP Mod to gain power and to bluntly enforce it, becoming a dictator-like mod. I don't feel any pleasure in punishing others. I don't gain anything in doing so. I don't gain anything in terms of perks by being a mod. I don't decline something just because i feel like it. I accept questions. I try my best to help others and do a good job for the RP. I do my utter best to have the RP as best it can be for the members (and the fellow staff members know this pretty well). I have felt the pressure that having an active role as a staff member can have in my RL. I also like to have fun in NB. I love NB and i see it as a good think to pass the time i have free and to work on it.
This being said, i only ask a few little things in return from all the members that deal with me:
-Don't flame me
-Don't offend me
-Don't disrespect me
-Don't assume i'm the devil or that i have picked on you
-Trust me and my judgement as that of someone who knows what he is doing.
And now substitute the word "I" and "me" for "We" and "us" and i think its the mirror of every single mod, gmod or admins desires towards the members.
We are not here to hinder you or to be your enemies. We are here to do our duty towards this community which we all love. Let us do our job and respect it, please.