You are talking about enlightment and meditation - these things are nonesense to me!, but i do not blame you for misunderstanding for many before you have made that mistake! - your no different than anyone before you who acted big and all understanding until they met me! - learning about enlightment and meditation however is something entirely different than creating it all by yourself!!, but thats not our subject here....
In Sum to all what you said - i understand all what you say, but i dont think you understood anything i said!, why? - first of all - i did not say that you could be happy through "selfawareness", infact having selfawareness mostly means sadnes and suffering for onesself! - because one is more aware of onesself as the title suggests!, and when you are more aware, things seem more real to you and you get more sensetive to all around you!, and since this world mostly is a dissappointment in many things - you take things more strongly to your heart, and you get more affected by all around you!, so in the end having selfawareness means more selfsuffering!!
What i am talking about is not just SelfAwareness!! - I Am talking about awareness in general, and in all things in this world!, i did not say that i am aware of everything, neither of most things, but, i do know that i have a greater capacity for Awareness in General than the usual!, meaning when i need to gain Awareness of something - im most likely able to do it!!, but as you said, and as i have always said, having awareness is not enough! - you also need work! - in other words - awareness even though may show the truth - it is only theoretical!!, so what you need is to "practice" the theories in order to make them real!! - and for that you need hardwork in most cases!!'
in short, Awareness can give you knowledge, but knowledge is not enough! - Action is needed!!, for every action in this world there is a re-action, and for every re-action, there is an affect!!, and for every affect, there is a change in something! - And that change!, Changes everything else!!
But then again, without knowledge and Awareness to Guide you - Action and Hardwork is Only a waste of life!!
None before you, and none after you will ever be able to prove me wrong in anything! - for all i say is the the truth!! - And what is the one most powerful thing in this world?, do you think it is God? or the Universe?, No!, The one most powerful thing in Existence and in beyound is "the truth", because no matter what you do, no matter what anyone does, No one..., No one!, can change the truth!! - Not even if God existed!, i dont think so! - The truth is the real allmighty!!
if you didnt understand, i could make it alittle simpler for you, and explain it abit further!
But thanks for your reply anyway!, hope i didnt hurt your feelings to a degree that you would ban me from the site!
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