Death Is Closer 1st Chapter

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“Death is closer then you think. He hides from your sight but now your soul.” As I pull the razor across my wrists I start to see death as he comes to take me away. As I am lead away from my body I look back at the shell in witch people knew me as. Death then asked “Do you know who you have left behind?” I nod. But Death goes on “Did you know that your friends will be depressed your family in pain and your true love just like you.” It was then that I was torn from death and back to my bleeding and aching body. Panting for breath while hearing “WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOUR DOING?!?!?!?!” Still panting I’m able to say “Dieing now go away” but they didn’t leave they picked me up and ran me home. I fainted as he ran with me in his arms, wrists still bleeding, mind running over and over how he could have found me. I woke to yelling and bright lights above me. “Miss Miss what is your name?!?” Someone was yelling in my ear. “Kaie my names Kaie Homels.” I pant out. I look down at my wrists and sees that there covered in thick whit bandages. “Alright Kaie can you tell me what happened to u? Your friend said you tried killing yourself is that true?” Ok this lady was starting to annoy me. She needs to quite yelling at me. “Yes he was telling the truth now quite yelling cause your hurting my eardrum.” and then someone else started yelling, “Kaie why would you do something like that?!?!?! I mean I know you were depressed but not enough to try this shit!!!!!!!!!!!!!” Jacy was yelling at me for what I had tried, if only Jacy knew what Death had told me. “I have nothing to live for anymore Jacy.” “That’s bull shit Kaie you have more to live for then others!!”

I bark laughter. “Is that what you think? Really? My boyfriend dumped me for my best friend, my family kicked me out today. I have no one to turn to and no where to go I am alone now and its to much for me to handle. So why don’t you take me back to the park and let me die?!?!” I said this forgetting that I was in a hospital with nurses all around me watching us yell at each other. Jacy looking hurt but still pissed at what I had tried to do to myself said “Kaie if that’s how you feel then I have to tell you I cant keep holding it back anymore.” I know he’s going to tell me he hates me that he always has “I love you Kaie.” Shock then took over. I had just imaged him saying that its not true “Kaie did you hear me? I said I love you and I mean it!” Jacy was yelling to get though to me. I hadn’t noticed till then that we were moving down a hall to the ICU. I sighed and looked down the hall and said “Jacy your lying you have never loved me cause if you did you would have stopped Logan from beating me.” Jacy was in shock I had never told anyone that and I hadn’t planed to tell anyone either but it was the truth if he really loved me he would have put two and two together and stopped Logan but no one did I guess it was cause I was always hurting myself that no one thought anything of it. “So he was beating you I wanted to ask but I thought you would get bad and at so I didn’t. I hated seeing you hurt Kaie if I had known for sure I would have kicked his ****ing ass. But Kaie why didn’t you tell somebody?” “Cause he said if I did that he would kill me.” Jacy was looking like he wanted to kill somebody his self.

I looked away from him and seen that we where turning into a room with the number 777 on the sign next to the door. Jacy was told to wait outside till I was changed and in a gown and in bed. They tried to undress me but I wouldn’t let them so I went to the bathroom changed came back out and hit my right wrist against something. I winced as it started tp bleed again. “Kaie are you ok??” one of the nurses asked sweetly.. “No I’m fine.” I lied but she looked down and saw that the blood and grabbed me by my other wrist. I screamed in pain and Jacy came though the door as if he was about to rip whatever made me scream limb from limb. I looked in his eyes and saw that he thought that Logan might be here beating me again. “Jacy its ok I’m fine nothing wrong.” The nurse that had grabbed me had let go as soon as Jacy came though the door so I walked over to my bed in the middle of the room and lay down. I looked back over to see Jacy walking to the bed and then it hit me like a ton of bricks I seen that I was wrong that Jacy really did love me and that no one but him would have yelled at them for me “Kaie are you ok?” while I had been in my own little world Jacy had set in the chair next to the bed. “Yeah I’m fine.”

I could see that Jacy didn’t believe it so he looked down at my wrists witch by now were covered in blood again. He looked up anger in his face. He was ready to kill someone. Anyone who had hurt me “Kaie” he said in a voice shacking with anger and contempt. “Did someone grab you by your wrists?” Jacy looked like he was about ready to kill someone “Yes Jacy but only by my left I hit my right on something.” Jacy kissed my forehead got up and looking at the nurses walked toward them. “Witch one of you did it?” He asked this cause there where three nurses with us in the room. The one that grabbed me backed up to the window. She was kinda pretty with shoulder length black hair, she was black herself and wore big golden hoops in her ears and had on scrubs with cats on them. “I forgot that she cut both her wrists its not my fault its hers she’s the one that did it now me!” Jacy looked like he was ready to push her out of the window.

“ITS HER FAULT IS IT?!?!?!!! IS IT HER FAULT THAT SHE GOT BEAT BY HER BOYFIREDN KICKED OUT BY HER FAMILY OR HER FAULT THAT SHE TRIED TO GET OUT OF THE PAIN SO SHE TRIED SOMETHING?!!? IS IT YOU FAULT FOR BEING AN ASS?!?!?!?!?!” Jacy yelled all this at her and then came back over to me sat down again and kissed my forehead. “Jacy I believe you now.” * placed my hand on his cheek and kissed him. Jacy was so in shock that it took him three seconds to kiss me back. Jacy pulls out of the kiss to catch his breath and said “Kaie you believe me I’m so glade.” We heard a cough from the side of the room, we looked over to see the lady who had grabbed me had stepped back up and said “I did not know I am sorry for the pain I have caused you. Now would you please let me change your bandages those are soaked now.” I looked down at my wrists and seen that she was right.

“Yes you can change them BUT do not squeeze, or pull on my hands or wrists I cut pretty deep.” I said this looking down for what I had put Jacy though. “Yeah cause if you hurt her worse I have to do the same to you for hurting my love.” Jacy said this kissed my cheek and laid his head on the bac of his chair and watches as Krissy changed the bandages. (this was her name or I guessed it was cause that’s what he name tag said.) “Yeah I’ll try to now make it worse. I see now that the cuts are very deep.” she kept on talking but I wasn’t listing to her I was looking in Jacy’s eyes. “Kaie your all done.” I heard this nodded and everyone but Jacy left. “Kaie are you going to be ok while I go and get some thing to eat for both of us?” “Yeah I’ll be fine Jacy but I want something from you before you leave my room.” “Anything Kaie.” “I want another kiss.” Jacy smiled and leaned over me and said “Kiae you can have anything you want from me.” Right after saying this Jacy kissed me softly and places he’s hand on my cheek. I pull out of the kiss and looked him in the eyes and smiled. “I love you Jacy now go and get us something to eat. I want fast food.” Jacy laughed kissed my forehead and walked out of my room humming City Of Sin by Escape The Fate. I smiled and lay back on the bed and fell asleep. I was laying on my back looking up into the face of death.

Death didn’t have a face of scull and nothing else he had a real face one that I knew all to well. You try and join me and now you dream of me? That seems you want to die more then you think.” The voice was the one that beat me and yelled at me. The voice that gave me nightmares. It was Logan I screamed and woke up to see Jacy bolting to me food in hand. “Kaie are you ok? Your not in any pain?!?!?” Breathing hard I pant out “Bad dream I’m fine what did you get?” He looked down at his hands. “BrugerKing.” “Oh goody I love that place.” I smiled and took a bag from him and asked “Who gets what?” Jacy smiled, pulled out chicken nuggets. “For you.” “YAY!!! Hey do you like sitting in that chair??” I had to ask cause it didn’t look like he liked sitting in it. “No I don’t really.” “Well then come and sit with me.” I scoot over so Jacy can sit with me. “Are you sure Kaie? I mean people would talk and I don’t want people talking about you.”

“Well then I don’t care what anyone but you say about me now come and sit with me. Please I want you close by.” He laughs and comes and sits next to me wrapping an arm around my waist and pulls me in to him. “Jacy!!!!!” I laugh. Take my nuggets from him and start to eat. Just out of the corner of my eye I see that Jacy was eating a burger and grinning like a fool. “Jacy what you grinning at?” “I’m grinning cause I have the girl of my dreams next to me in bed with my arm around her. That is why I’m grinning Kaie.” I laughed and laid my head on his shoulder and kissed his cheek. Jacy tightens his grip on my waist. “Kaie where are you going to live after you get out of here?” “I don’t know Jacy I guess that I might live in a hotel for a while.” I frowned thinking about what I could do.

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