Ino_Yamanaka
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My newest story and its a different style so i hope you enjoy.... ill type the next chapters tomorrow but here are the first 10 ... enjoy and comments appreciated
Prologue
Love has always remained a mystery throughout time, especially to me. This new novel is created to tell a story but not just any story, my story. This is a story about searching for love and how it can bring both joy and sorrow. Love is a crazy thing and I learned through this experience how crazy it can be. This is my personal story that I have lived. These are my confessions of a broken heart…..
Chapter 1
When Chemicals React…..
It was Friday morning at 11:50AM in school during chemistry. Science seemed so boring until I saw him walk into the room, Sasuke Uchiha. He was a year older than me and not typically popular but there was something about him. I have to confess that this was not just love at first sight. I always felt some feelings toward him but now they seemed stronger than ever. He sat two seats away from me and that day I just could not concentrate on anything but him. I used the time rather than paying attention in school to plan a way to get his attention and notice me.
Chapter 2
Popular but Alone
The school bell rang at 2:45PM and I could not think of any way to get Sasuke to notice me. Sure I was more popular than him and confident about myself but I needed him to want me. I never really had a deep crush on someone, and I never had a boyfriend. This was going to be my first relation but I did not know how to approach it. I became more self-conscious about myself not knowing what to do. That night I spent the night at my friend’s house and where a lot of my other friends were that night. They were all in some type of relation whether it was a first date or a year long relation. All the talking about boyfriends made me realize how much I wanted one too. When I went to sleep that night I though to myself, not many people in this world want to live old and die alone and what if I am one of those people. Am I ever going to find someone? Everybody seems happily in love and what am I good for as a girlfriend…looks? I was so confused which just made me even more determined.
Chapter 3
Invisible only to Him
The entire weekend passed and all I did was stay in my room and strategize ways to get Sasuke to notice me. On Monday I wore an attention grabbing and flamboyant outfit. Tuesday I talked to him before class began. Wednesday I worked in his group on a presentation. Thursday cam and none of my tactics were working. The most attention I got was, “So what’s your grade in chemistry.” He was ignoring me and nothing was working. I was depressed and I didn’t know what other options I had. The one guy I actually had feelings for hardly noticed me….me of all people. This gave me a reality check and I understood that I could not always get what I wanted and then I thought. What is wrong with me? Why doesn’t he like me?
Chapter 4
Two Worlds, Two People, One Choice
It had been a week. It was Friday once again and all my friends had plans. I had no plans and no where to go. I sat at lunch at the table by myself. I was busy comforting my friend, Sakura, because she had just broken up with her boyfriend. Personally, this made me feel better because it made me feel better about myself. I thought that maybe I wasn’t the only one cursed by being single. Just then someone came behind my seat and tapped my shoulder. It was Sasuke. I was surprised as ever for two reasons: he doesn’t know who I am and he would never come to the place where I sat because it was mostly for popular kids and it was like he is from a different world. He said he was throwing a party on Saturday and wanted to know if I would go with him. As stupid as I am, I told him no because I don’t hang out with his type of people. When he left, my friends all laughed and thought it was funny how such a loser would come and try to talk to me and ask me out. The problem was I really wanted to go…..
Chapter 5
More than Just a Ride Home
It was 3:45PM after school and I did not have a ride home yet. As I was wondering down the hall sullenly I saw Sasuke walking out of the building. None of my friends were around so I ran over to apologize for earlier. I then agreed to go to the party with him and that I would love to. He wasn’t surprised. He said he could tell I liked him from all the signs he had picked up. I was stunned. I felt I had finally done something right. He agreed to pick me up on Saturday at 6PM and I was ecstatic. He saw I had no ride home and offered. I couldn’t resist….I agreed. He drove me home and I thanked him as my heart was beating so fast I thought I would die. This was the best day ever!
Chapter 6
Knights Aren’t Only in Chess Games
Saturday came much too quickly and I was overwhelmed with all the things I had to do. Clothes, makeup, hair, and attitude. I was stressed out but 6PM and there he was outside the door waiting for me. I rushed out the door and got in the car. I couldn’t wait for this day. The party was the lamest thing I had ever been to. Just some chess boards, some NORMAL fruit punch, and some pretzels. There were not more than 10 people present and I felt like such a loser. Was this some kind of joke on me? Well Sasuke was enjoying himself while I sat in the corner being board. If I heard “checkmate” one more time I was going to die. Sasuke then came over and said, “I know your not having a good time but let me make it better.” He just kissed me right there and it was magical, partly because it was so unexpected. That kiss made the night while I thought of Sasuke as my knight.
Chapter 7
From Geek to Chic
The next Sunday Sasuke called me and asked me if we were now boyfriend and girlfriend. I immediately accepted his proposition and called my friends. They were a little disappointed that I settled for him but they were happy nonetheless. The next day at school we were finally a couple. We sat together, ate together, and did most things together. I never realized how much I loved him on the inside as well. I only went of his looks but now I learned he was a good person as well. We were together only a day but it seemed like I knew him my whole life. My friends and the other popular people really accepted him and he got along well with everyone. I was so shocked but at the same time so appreciative for all that happened to me. It was like my dream had come true. My first love was my true love.
Chapter 8
Party Hardy
A week had passed and things were going smoothly. Sasuke was now one of the most popular guys in school but it seemed like I was just in his shadow. I didn’t really care because I cared only about Sasuke. He loved me and I loved him. Since Sasuke had a much busier social life, we were going to a party on Sunday night because the next Monday was Memorial Day. The party was just a block away from my house so I said he could meet over at my house an hour before. We had never really been on an official date yet and I saw this as my opportunity. Sunday came and it was time for the party but there was going to be more than just dancing and drinking, there would be drama.
Chapter 9
Best Friends and Betrayal
The day of the party came and Sasuke came over to my house. He drove me down the street to the party which was totally unnecessary but I didn’t care, we were spending time together. When we went to the party it was crazy inside. The place was packed full, the music was booming, and Sasuke was the hottest guy in the room and he was with me. I spent an hour in the room…by myself. Sasuke didn’t want to dance, drink, or even talk for some reason. I couldn’t find him anywhere at all during the party. I ended up just sitting there most of the time with my friend Sakura. She told me I should head on out to the patio where there were drinks and I should find someone to talk to because she had to go to the bathroom. I went out to the patio and waited there. Then suddenly someone came out laughing with a group of guys and said, “Aww yea Sasuke is getting’ some tonight.” I immediately ran over and asked what they were talking about. “Oh Ino, your man is playin’ you.” I ran upstairs as fast as I could because this couldn’t be true. This was the Sasuke I had known and loved. We were meant to be. I went up there and in the hallway I saw Sasuke making out with someone. Tears welled up in my eyes as I slowly walked over and saw…..it was Sakura. My best friend and my boyfriend both betrayed me in one night. I immediately left and Sasuke saw me. He ran after me.
Chapter 10
To Use or to Be Used
I walked to my house as Sasuke followed me behind in his car. I walked in my house but he stopped me at the door. “Get away from me,” I told him. “Ino, babe, you didn’t think we were really officially a couple, I mean your cute and all but you and me don’t work.” “Why did you ask me to the party and be my boyfriend all week?” I asked. Then the truth was revealed. I don’t understand. How did I misinterpret the signs. The real reason Sasuke went out with me was because he wanted Sakura all along. He knew he didn’t have a chance with her because he was a geek so he decided to go out with me to be “nice” because I liked him. He used my popularity so he could get in with all my friends and therefore get closer to Sakura. I had been used….I was just some girl he needed sop he could get popular and the girl he wanted. He didn’t care about me…he wanted my friend. I just didn’t understand. He told me right up front on my doorstep then left me…..heartbroken and angry. I never would let a man abuse me like that and I knew I had to do something. I went into the bathroom and ran some warm water in the tub. I grabbed my razor but then thought…….life is not always fair and I remembered that I couldn’t let something like this keep me down. I didn’t try to kill myself but I came close to it…….it was a scary time in my life but I decided I needed to change my life right now and show Sakura and Sasuke I wasn’t going to go down or be humiliated like this without a fight….it was on.
Prologue
Love has always remained a mystery throughout time, especially to me. This new novel is created to tell a story but not just any story, my story. This is a story about searching for love and how it can bring both joy and sorrow. Love is a crazy thing and I learned through this experience how crazy it can be. This is my personal story that I have lived. These are my confessions of a broken heart…..
Chapter 1
When Chemicals React…..
It was Friday morning at 11:50AM in school during chemistry. Science seemed so boring until I saw him walk into the room, Sasuke Uchiha. He was a year older than me and not typically popular but there was something about him. I have to confess that this was not just love at first sight. I always felt some feelings toward him but now they seemed stronger than ever. He sat two seats away from me and that day I just could not concentrate on anything but him. I used the time rather than paying attention in school to plan a way to get his attention and notice me.
Chapter 2
Popular but Alone
The school bell rang at 2:45PM and I could not think of any way to get Sasuke to notice me. Sure I was more popular than him and confident about myself but I needed him to want me. I never really had a deep crush on someone, and I never had a boyfriend. This was going to be my first relation but I did not know how to approach it. I became more self-conscious about myself not knowing what to do. That night I spent the night at my friend’s house and where a lot of my other friends were that night. They were all in some type of relation whether it was a first date or a year long relation. All the talking about boyfriends made me realize how much I wanted one too. When I went to sleep that night I though to myself, not many people in this world want to live old and die alone and what if I am one of those people. Am I ever going to find someone? Everybody seems happily in love and what am I good for as a girlfriend…looks? I was so confused which just made me even more determined.
Chapter 3
Invisible only to Him
The entire weekend passed and all I did was stay in my room and strategize ways to get Sasuke to notice me. On Monday I wore an attention grabbing and flamboyant outfit. Tuesday I talked to him before class began. Wednesday I worked in his group on a presentation. Thursday cam and none of my tactics were working. The most attention I got was, “So what’s your grade in chemistry.” He was ignoring me and nothing was working. I was depressed and I didn’t know what other options I had. The one guy I actually had feelings for hardly noticed me….me of all people. This gave me a reality check and I understood that I could not always get what I wanted and then I thought. What is wrong with me? Why doesn’t he like me?
Chapter 4
Two Worlds, Two People, One Choice
It had been a week. It was Friday once again and all my friends had plans. I had no plans and no where to go. I sat at lunch at the table by myself. I was busy comforting my friend, Sakura, because she had just broken up with her boyfriend. Personally, this made me feel better because it made me feel better about myself. I thought that maybe I wasn’t the only one cursed by being single. Just then someone came behind my seat and tapped my shoulder. It was Sasuke. I was surprised as ever for two reasons: he doesn’t know who I am and he would never come to the place where I sat because it was mostly for popular kids and it was like he is from a different world. He said he was throwing a party on Saturday and wanted to know if I would go with him. As stupid as I am, I told him no because I don’t hang out with his type of people. When he left, my friends all laughed and thought it was funny how such a loser would come and try to talk to me and ask me out. The problem was I really wanted to go…..
Chapter 5
More than Just a Ride Home
It was 3:45PM after school and I did not have a ride home yet. As I was wondering down the hall sullenly I saw Sasuke walking out of the building. None of my friends were around so I ran over to apologize for earlier. I then agreed to go to the party with him and that I would love to. He wasn’t surprised. He said he could tell I liked him from all the signs he had picked up. I was stunned. I felt I had finally done something right. He agreed to pick me up on Saturday at 6PM and I was ecstatic. He saw I had no ride home and offered. I couldn’t resist….I agreed. He drove me home and I thanked him as my heart was beating so fast I thought I would die. This was the best day ever!
Chapter 6
Knights Aren’t Only in Chess Games
Saturday came much too quickly and I was overwhelmed with all the things I had to do. Clothes, makeup, hair, and attitude. I was stressed out but 6PM and there he was outside the door waiting for me. I rushed out the door and got in the car. I couldn’t wait for this day. The party was the lamest thing I had ever been to. Just some chess boards, some NORMAL fruit punch, and some pretzels. There were not more than 10 people present and I felt like such a loser. Was this some kind of joke on me? Well Sasuke was enjoying himself while I sat in the corner being board. If I heard “checkmate” one more time I was going to die. Sasuke then came over and said, “I know your not having a good time but let me make it better.” He just kissed me right there and it was magical, partly because it was so unexpected. That kiss made the night while I thought of Sasuke as my knight.
Chapter 7
From Geek to Chic
The next Sunday Sasuke called me and asked me if we were now boyfriend and girlfriend. I immediately accepted his proposition and called my friends. They were a little disappointed that I settled for him but they were happy nonetheless. The next day at school we were finally a couple. We sat together, ate together, and did most things together. I never realized how much I loved him on the inside as well. I only went of his looks but now I learned he was a good person as well. We were together only a day but it seemed like I knew him my whole life. My friends and the other popular people really accepted him and he got along well with everyone. I was so shocked but at the same time so appreciative for all that happened to me. It was like my dream had come true. My first love was my true love.
Chapter 8
Party Hardy
A week had passed and things were going smoothly. Sasuke was now one of the most popular guys in school but it seemed like I was just in his shadow. I didn’t really care because I cared only about Sasuke. He loved me and I loved him. Since Sasuke had a much busier social life, we were going to a party on Sunday night because the next Monday was Memorial Day. The party was just a block away from my house so I said he could meet over at my house an hour before. We had never really been on an official date yet and I saw this as my opportunity. Sunday came and it was time for the party but there was going to be more than just dancing and drinking, there would be drama.
Chapter 9
Best Friends and Betrayal
The day of the party came and Sasuke came over to my house. He drove me down the street to the party which was totally unnecessary but I didn’t care, we were spending time together. When we went to the party it was crazy inside. The place was packed full, the music was booming, and Sasuke was the hottest guy in the room and he was with me. I spent an hour in the room…by myself. Sasuke didn’t want to dance, drink, or even talk for some reason. I couldn’t find him anywhere at all during the party. I ended up just sitting there most of the time with my friend Sakura. She told me I should head on out to the patio where there were drinks and I should find someone to talk to because she had to go to the bathroom. I went out to the patio and waited there. Then suddenly someone came out laughing with a group of guys and said, “Aww yea Sasuke is getting’ some tonight.” I immediately ran over and asked what they were talking about. “Oh Ino, your man is playin’ you.” I ran upstairs as fast as I could because this couldn’t be true. This was the Sasuke I had known and loved. We were meant to be. I went up there and in the hallway I saw Sasuke making out with someone. Tears welled up in my eyes as I slowly walked over and saw…..it was Sakura. My best friend and my boyfriend both betrayed me in one night. I immediately left and Sasuke saw me. He ran after me.
Chapter 10
To Use or to Be Used
I walked to my house as Sasuke followed me behind in his car. I walked in my house but he stopped me at the door. “Get away from me,” I told him. “Ino, babe, you didn’t think we were really officially a couple, I mean your cute and all but you and me don’t work.” “Why did you ask me to the party and be my boyfriend all week?” I asked. Then the truth was revealed. I don’t understand. How did I misinterpret the signs. The real reason Sasuke went out with me was because he wanted Sakura all along. He knew he didn’t have a chance with her because he was a geek so he decided to go out with me to be “nice” because I liked him. He used my popularity so he could get in with all my friends and therefore get closer to Sakura. I had been used….I was just some girl he needed sop he could get popular and the girl he wanted. He didn’t care about me…he wanted my friend. I just didn’t understand. He told me right up front on my doorstep then left me…..heartbroken and angry. I never would let a man abuse me like that and I knew I had to do something. I went into the bathroom and ran some warm water in the tub. I grabbed my razor but then thought…….life is not always fair and I remembered that I couldn’t let something like this keep me down. I didn’t try to kill myself but I came close to it…….it was a scary time in my life but I decided I needed to change my life right now and show Sakura and Sasuke I wasn’t going to go down or be humiliated like this without a fight….it was on.
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