I don't know. I think I am. For the most part I am. But, sometimes I feel like I have been more unhappy than I have been happy especially this past while despite having so many things in my life that I am grateful for. And there are definitely things that I look forward to as well. But I have also been feeling more stressed, anxious, down, etc. and the pandemic has been taking its toll. I'm tired and sometimes I just feel so crummy. On my worst days, I lose confidence in both myself and others and just feel like I'm not good enough to the people I love... And I wonder if that's why... Never mind.
Change is inevitable as someone had pointed out. Learning how to cope with change/stress helps us grow, be more resilient and preform better. But change can be scary and I don't usually welcome it as I am a creature of habit (I guess it also depends on the nature of the change I suppose). Still, without change or the drive to improve, we would just be stuck. And honestly, I think complacency can be a pretty scary thing too. So I think it's important to be balanced: to be grateful for all the good we have and to learn to accept things that are beyond our control, but to also figure out what we
do have control over and things that we
can do to improve a situation. As another person said, unhappiness and negative experiences are temporary. We just need to remind ourselves of that, and to ride it out while doing whatever we can to take care of ourselves and each other until it passes.
Not happy. I was doing so well and got cucked by medical sht that doesnt even run in my family. Who the fok did black magic on me eeeèeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
I dont have a good relationship with my brothers and I found someone who I treated like a brother and he foked me over smh. Not happy am I, happy am I not. I found q reddit page though for people who have le condition and they depressed af.
^I'm sorry to hear, that sounds rough T.T All the best and hope things get better soon.