I'm So Sick

[Cyanide Addiction]

I'm so sick
I'm sick of the confusion
I'm sick of the this clock and it's every tick
I'm sorry for my insanity's intrusion
But for so long I've been falling
My sanity's taken a real mauling

I have fallen so far
Where did it all go?
In the night I can't see a single star
Why I really don't know
Maybe it's this feeling I can't control
These maddening thoughts have taken their toll

I don't know which way to turn
I can still feel her betrayal everyday
My anger inside continues to burn
Yet I still miss her more than I can say
She called it a lie
And inside I began to die

She said there was no hope for a final embrace
She tucked her tail between her legs and ran away
Now it's my own fate I may have to face
My heart is pounding and I don't know what to say
I'm lost inside my own mind
As I seek the answers that I may never find

I'm so sick
I'm sick of the deception
I'm sick of the clock lying with every tick
How can time go by while I lack her affection
I know I'm hurting other's with this obsession
But my heart is still in a witch's possession

Now it's getting on that time of year
Where the leaves turn and fall
I can't handle this growing fear
That I'm being pinned to the wall
I ask myself where I've been and what I've done
But I can't remember under my own setting sun

Now as I come undone
I keep looking for answers that are now questions
Wondering why we're no longer one
I can't even follow simple suggestions
Even as another year nears to it's cold end
And I still can't seem to mend

I'm so sick
Sick of being without warning
Sick of being cold as a brick
Sick of being without any warming
My heart is freezing slowly
And I'm sick of feeling so lowly..​

 

[Yuka]

i enjoyed reading your poem it was very nice

 

[Cyanide Addiction]

i enjoyed reading your poem it was very nice

I'm sick of being able to write them.. to be honest.. Because normally I don't have this much on my mind.. I don't feel such emotions.. I'm normally a brick wall that doesn't need to vent.. but I'm not that anymore.

 

[Cyanide Addiction]

I'm sorry i didn't read, i dont really like poems or stories, no offense though its just my personal opinion, i hate reading i rather a person just tell me or show me how something is to be done.

Well that might be why your Rep is so bad.. :|

 

[ESPADA NELIEL]

Well that might be why your Rep is so bad.. :|

thats true, but it cant be helped

 

[ulqui0rra]

get a doc

 

[Cyanide Addiction]

get a doc

Get a what? :|

 

[0neCrazyAngel]

ur poem as always breaks my heart but i have to say that they are very good :ice:

hey, always remember that no matter where u are or what u are going thru, always believe that there's a light at the end of the tunnel.

and sometimes, we cant really help but remember the past but its not really a good place for us to stay...

and there are people that no matter how much we want them in our lives. they are just not meant to stay coz they chose not to.

i really wish u the best and just hang in there. it will get better soon

 

[uzumaki antonia]

It was a good poem but it makes me sad. Do youreally have to go through stuff like that?