You are out of your damn mind. You don't fear death? Bullshit you wouldn't kill anyone, you don't have the nads. Average Humans huh..you referenced it twice..are you trying to suggest you are more than human? Lame thing to say. More than most of us huh? Tell that to some of my close friends who have died in Iraq. Tell that to those who have seen real horror. Have you ever seen a dead body up close? I sure as hell have, Us Navy here, I doubt you have seen more than me & experienced more than me ( Not that that matters), the fact that you even think that proves to me that you haven't because people don't' brag about that. Who the hell do you think you are to be so enlightened? Have you ever killed anyone before, I doubt it? You would never so much as kill anyone for one you would probably be found out ( I doubt you are smart enough to hide it). End up in jail.
Everything you have listed is IMPOSSIBLE, In no way shape or form would this ever come about. I suggest you go see someone, because you are insane.