Hey i have a serious question

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Seeing my 1 year old little girl get incredibly sick and almost die (high grade ureter reflux that causes sepsis/bacteria in the blood stream). Then have to have serious surgery to make her better. Punch me, kick me, stab me, shoot me, kill me etc... there's NOTHING worse than seeing your innocent little child extremely sick or in terrible pain! I never knew such a helpless feeling was possible.
She's 7 now, beautiful (like her mom), crazy, wild, and can sing like an angel!!! :D
 

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Seeing my 1 year old little girl get incredibly sick and almost die (high grade ureter reflux that causes sepsis/bacteria in the blood stream). Then have to have serious surgery to make her better. Punch me, kick me, stab me, shoot me, kill me etc... there's NOTHING worse than seeing your innocent little child extremely sick or in terrible pain! I never knew such a helpless feeling was possible.
She's 7 now, beautiful (like her mom), crazy, wild, and can sing like an angel!!! :D
Im really happy for you ;)
may you and your family have a long and happy life ahead of you!
<3
 

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...sorry guys.its just that i lost my older brother when i was 12 and my mom died of cancer almost three years from now...so im just an empty broken piece of humanity
and i hate my life..thats all.
I'm sooo very sorry bro. I know that there aren't any words that can heal that broken place in your heart and you obviously love your brother and mother VERY much! I can tell you from my own personal experience from losing a very close loved one, that only time will make it better and nothing will ever truly fill that void. Having great true friends and family surrounding you as much as possible and loving others to the best of your ability is the best medicine. I will pray for you man and please try to keep your head up.
 

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I'm sooo very sorry bro. I know that there aren't any words that can heal that broken place in your heart and you obviously love your brother and mother VERY much! I can tell you from my own personal experience from losing a very close loved one, that only time will make it better and nothing will ever truly fill that void. Having great true friends and family surrounding you as much as possible and loving others to the best of your ability is the best medicine. I will pray for you man and please try to keep your head up.
thankyou for your kind words chieftoad :)
i kinda feel alone in my family cause they are all introverts and my friends dont understand my pain.as much as i want a hug and cry with a loved one i cant..coz i cant be the source of someones tears.
 

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Never forget that you are allowed to be sad and know that there are other people out there that have felt your pain and know exactly what you're going through. If you can't find anyone to talk to, you seriously need to see if there is a bereavement group that meets in near your area and talk with someone that can relate to how you feel.

I'm sorry I want to talk with you more but my lunch break has ended and I've already gotten in trouble by being on this site too much at work. Again, I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and I hope to talk to you again soon. Later bro.
 

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thanks chief toad =)
but sorry there are no such groups where i live...i cant go to a psychologist coz my family will think im mad...ill just have to bear this pain by myself as i have been doing for most of my teenage life...
maybe someday ill find peace...maybe...
anyways thank you for your kind words..this meant alot to me.
 

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okay dr.phil thanks. but im just saying it cuz all these sad stories im reading. but why make a thread were it makes ppl remind themselves of hurt and make old feelings re-surface?
sweetie/hon/sugar....read the first message i wrote.it was a choice if ppl wanted to comment.secondly im really depressed and i feel as if no-one knows my pain..so i wanted to share it.i wrote a comment on your post coz u were right it is a sad thread.
unless you want me to go cut my wrist with an iron nail thats a different story.
wait im sorry for the previous sentence i somewhat got touchy there.anyways basically im depressed and i feel alone...thats it.
 
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