[Other] All That is Left.

[Goetia]

All That is Left

For many years, I wondered what might have been,
had I not made some of the choices I did,
had I not said some of the things I had said,
had I not hurt the people I hurt,
had I not loved someone, and become an emotionless husk.

Some days, I just wanted it all to end,
for me to leave this world, in atonement for my actions,
for what I did, for what I said, I carry self-hatred on my shoulders,
for how many years I’ve carried it, and will carry it, I cannot say,
all I know is, that I will never be forgiven, and that I am only a burden to them,
to the ones I loved and could call my friends.

From back then, to this very day and moment,
all I wanted was to be happy, to be a good person,
but I now know, that I am beyond that point now,
I am not a good person, I am not a true friend,
and all that is left, is the tortured soul of a broken boy.

 

[Dagcy16]

:NO::NO::NO:

dem feels overflows,
such emotion, much burden,
haiku's hard with memes... (pronounce it mims XD)

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Very good, man.
You had just not written it, but think of it and feel it.
I felt the presence of ninjas cutting onions beside me....
Try to listen OST while reading it.... I did it while listening Experienced Many Battles.

Very good man!

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man, can i save this poem XD

 

[Goetia]

:NO::NO::NO:

dem feels overflows,
such emotion, much burden,
haiku's hard with memes... (pronounce it mims XD)

You must be registered for see images

Very good, man.
You had just not written it, but think of it and feel it.
I felt the presence of ninjas cutting onions beside me....
Try to listen OST while reading it.... I did it while listening Experienced Many Battles.

Very good man!

You must be registered for see images

man, can i save this poem XD

I do listen to music while writing, and I did. But thank you.

 

[Dagcy16]

I do listen to music while writing, and I did. But thank you.

Man, you like Emily Dickinson?

 

[Goetia]

Man, you like Emily Dickinson?

I do not know who she is, so no.

Spoiler

[video=youtube;vAgYJNSiVh4]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vAgYJNSiVh4[/video]

This is what I listened to when I wrote this.

 

[a banned cartoon]

Thaw fact that you wrote this poem signifies that your a true friend homie.

 

[Goetia]

Thaw fact that you wrote this poem signifies that your a true friend homie.

If I were to tell you otherwise, I'd be telling you the story that covers a decade of my life.

 

[Dagcy16]

I do not know who she is, so no.

Spoiler

[video=youtube;vAgYJNSiVh4]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vAgYJNSiVh4[/video]

This is what I listened to when I wrote this.

Okay, as I remember, she is an American poet, indeed a successful one.
She writes poem about death, sadness, agony, despair etc...
But you like those genre?

 

[Goetia]

Okay, as I remember, she is an American poet, indeed a successful one.
She writes poem about death, sadness, agony, despair etc...
But you like those genre?

I mainly write romance and things like this, sad poetry if you will. The stuff I've written and submitted on the Base is actually written based on experiences and fractions of my life.

 

[Dagcy16]

I mainly write romance and things like this, sad poetry if you will. The stuff I've written and submitted on the Base is actually written based on experiences and fractions of my life.

Woah....

Not sure if badass or sad for you.

 

[Goetia]

Woah....

Not sure if badass or sad for you.

If I recounted all of it, that would be for you to decide.

 

[Chihaya]

It's so good. I picture a sad guy saying it as I read it

 

[Goetia]

It's so good. I picture a sad guy saying it as I read it

Thank you. That was the intended effect.

 

[Waindo]

Good job mate.

 

[Goetia]

Good job mate.

Thank you.

 

[YokoKurama]

<div class="bbWrapper">This really touched me. It made me sad though.<br /> A lot if things happen in life. Our lives are what we make of it.<br /> You have the power to make things right. Not everyone forgives, but at least you know you tried.<br /> I'm not going to ask what happened because it's not my business.<br /> I enjoy reading your poems but there's so much sadness and regret in them.<br /> Life doesn't have to be that way. I wish the best for you and hope things get better and more fulfilling for you.<br /> My apologies for rambling. I tend to do that</div>

 

[Goetia]

This really touched me. It made me sad though.
A lot if things happen in life. Our lives are what we make of it.
You have the power to make things right. Not everyone forgives, but at least you know you tried.
I'm not going to ask what happened because it's not my business.
I enjoy reading your poems but there's so much sadness and regret in them.
Life doesn't have to be that way. I wish the best for you and hope things get better and more fulfilling for you.
My apologies for rambling. I tend to do that

Thank you, I appreciate it.