Netferarri
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My life is pretty much fuked up lol. I'm done. All this depression I suffer. My heart is so weak. I am nothing but a failure. I just don't know what to do anymore..
When you think about it...
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Aww dont think like that, you aren't . You will be great. Laws Of Attraction boo, we put out what will happen to us in the universe and other can too. So no you are not a failure, you will no suffer from depression, You have a strong heart, You will be successful. Things will get better, positive thought only <3
Dreckerplayer
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I'm just uninterested with this government system. I'm uninterested in engaging in sexual activities.Uninterested in college.Uninterested in family...I shut everyone off for a week, didn't go to my classes, and didn't leave my house. Cold part is...I didn't give a damn. When my cousin came to my apartment...I simply smiled an said 'I knew this was gonna happen'. Just didn't give a crap...I couldn't shut everyone away for a MONTH if possible.
This is why I plan to join the selective services...mainly for discipline...and to be put in a more controlled environment.Something to take my mind off of these apocalyptic dreams I've been having and personal issues. Being 'forced' to deal with people sounds like a good idea. I think I'll make good companions that way.
In addition,
I've been having profound astral projection experiences...lots of physical sensations. lots of mood swings. and chronic depression. Perhaps I'm lonely...I want someone, but i don't want anyone touching me.
Lightbringer
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that's life
we don't get what we want because what we want is just a dream
we want people to understand our suffering when we don't realize everyone's suffering the same thing
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I see life as nothing more than Actions and Lessons.
Everything in the universe is here from cause and effect, every choice you make is under this principle as well. With everything you do there's a reaction and you learn something from it. Everyone that you create relationships with in your life has lesson for you to learn from them. As well as vice versa.
I believe life is necessary in order for you to reach higher planes of being.
Everything in the universe is here from cause and effect, every choice you make is under this principle as well. With everything you do there's a reaction and you learn something from it. Everyone that you create relationships with in your life has lesson for you to learn from them. As well as vice versa.
I believe life is necessary in order for you to reach higher planes of being.
Dreckerplayer
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Self-pitying yourself, thinking that'll make some sort of "God" notice your pain and fix your problems. it won't happen.
You're at that stage where you laugh at your pain...
After that, you'll contemplate suicide...but will never actually do it. ITS ALL POINTLESS.
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Dreckerplayer
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That's true. But in my current situation...it's all 'Blank'. I'm not feeling this current world...it's getting old.
We're in a society where we are forced to be categorized, subconsciously living up to the preconception of a label, and as a result we limit ourselves. We're pressured to limit ourselves...forced to negotiate with the insecurities of the general masses.
This is indeed how life is...but I wanna change it so bad. Rather than conforming.
Lightbringer
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no one's forcing you to "conform"
you do that yourself and then blame it on society because you don't feel as unique as you should
Netferarri
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Now why would I think God would notice my fuking pain? I already lost faith in everything Lol. I just don't even care anymore lol
JIRAIYA perv
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listen bro, if you are serious about all of this, then i suggest that you stick to your plan (having a distraction form these thoughts could be helpful and i hope it helps).
but, if it didn't help then i suggest seeking help (real hep if needed).
i still don't understand what made you fall in this place (the actual reason/reasons, what you mentioned is not enough to become like this, maybe it's the "personal issues" that got you), just try to appreciate/enjoy the little things you have in your life (you never know how much you have if you don't look carefully).
stay opened (don't stay alone, shut everything down), try as hard as possible to be positive, exercise, read and don't give up to this lazy/confused phase in your life.
like what most of the members around here said, this is all a part of "life". we go through phases, we learn and eventually everything changes to the better of course *_*.
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Dreckerplayer
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There's times where you have these sort of feelings about life.
You're still in your adolescent years, at least that's what you come across as.
Either ignore the thread, thus avoiding being labeled 'condescending'
OR
Answer the question without a judgmental attitude.
My niggas, you guys are overcomplicating things. Many of you guys are right and have a great point when you say you need something to fill that gap. Finding something that gives you drive you everyday and motivates you to achieve your potential through life and all that jazz. This is always a surefire way out of depression, finding something that gives your life meaning.
But what happens when you lose that very thing that gave you motivation? That sets you back in the hole of depression, it's even worse when you lose your ambition/motivation twice. I know this cause I've been through it myself. What I've learned is that maybe there is no meaning to life.
Sounds dark but I'm about to shed some light on this long a** post if you're actually reading this. If life has no meaning, then that only means one thing to me... I need to give life meaning itself! You gotta stop thinking about everything that making you upset my man. You just need to do what makes you feel alive more than anything. If at the end of life is death, you need to feel alive everyday hour/minute/moment/ second you get while you're alive! Just live and make everyday the best you can cause what's the use of spending you days sad or depressed? There is none, it's such an empty feeling I'm familiar with. But if you are given the opportunity to have a life, and have an opportunity to pursue happiness, you gotta do that shit man. I'm not trying to say I'm living my life to the fullest or I think my life is perfect by telling you this concept of mine but it's worth a shot. I feel a lot better back in my days when I felt depressed.
Whenever I'm in a funk, I do what ever makes me human or alive the most. I do what I like the most and what defines me. Whether that's reading some manga, playing soccer, bonding with family and friends, kicking a** on PS3, or even partying with friends! I always take the opportunity to do what I feel like will give my life meaning, I'm not worried about trying to find a meaning to life. You got to make that shit meaningful man, there's no other way around it.
But what happens when you lose that very thing that gave you motivation? That sets you back in the hole of depression, it's even worse when you lose your ambition/motivation twice. I know this cause I've been through it myself. What I've learned is that maybe there is no meaning to life.
Sounds dark but I'm about to shed some light on this long a** post if you're actually reading this. If life has no meaning, then that only means one thing to me... I need to give life meaning itself! You gotta stop thinking about everything that making you upset my man. You just need to do what makes you feel alive more than anything. If at the end of life is death, you need to feel alive everyday hour/minute/moment/ second you get while you're alive! Just live and make everyday the best you can cause what's the use of spending you days sad or depressed? There is none, it's such an empty feeling I'm familiar with. But if you are given the opportunity to have a life, and have an opportunity to pursue happiness, you gotta do that shit man. I'm not trying to say I'm living my life to the fullest or I think my life is perfect by telling you this concept of mine but it's worth a shot. I feel a lot better back in my days when I felt depressed.
Whenever I'm in a funk, I do what ever makes me human or alive the most. I do what I like the most and what defines me. Whether that's reading some manga, playing soccer, bonding with family and friends, kicking a** on PS3, or even partying with friends! I always take the opportunity to do what I feel like will give my life meaning, I'm not worried about trying to find a meaning to life. You got to make that shit meaningful man, there's no other way around it.
Sorry for the long post, I just finished smoking so I made an attempt to be deep *_*
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I see your point but all those things are mental creations of man. You don't have to be bound by them. Society is formed from our intellect, it's also perverted because of the same.
Civilizations rise and fall because we perverse life and take meaning from it. We make it meaningless by our own creations and were obsessed with things that don't really have any meaning or importance besides our perception of it.
What matters is what we learn and teach and experience on the journey with our brothers and sisters of humanity on the same path.
Get what I'm saying?
Civilizations rise and fall because we perverse life and take meaning from it. We make it meaningless by our own creations and were obsessed with things that don't really have any meaning or importance besides our perception of it.
What matters is what we learn and teach and experience on the journey with our brothers and sisters of humanity on the same path.
Get what I'm saying?
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