I held a gun to my head,
As I sat there crying on the edge of my bed.
There was no point for me to live on,
It would be best if I was just gone.
My arms are bleeding from the razor I used,
And the blood just wont stop, my cuts continue to ooze.
My eyeliner is smeared down to my cheeks,
And I've starved myself for several weeks.
I've always told you I was okay ,
But really, I was getting worse every day.
I just can't take it anymore, I'm done!
I turn the safety lock off on the gun.
Just as I got to end it all,
You push me down, and make me fall.
All I can see is tears in your eyes,
As you tell me not to say my goodbyes .
You held me close and said you loved me,
And you words finally made my blind eyes see.
You were the reason I endured for so long.
And as you kissed me tenderly , you said you never want me to be gone.
As I sat there crying on the edge of my bed.
There was no point for me to live on,
It would be best if I was just gone.
My arms are bleeding from the razor I used,
And the blood just wont stop, my cuts continue to ooze.
My eyeliner is smeared down to my cheeks,
And I've starved myself for several weeks.
I've always told you I was okay ,
But really, I was getting worse every day.
I just can't take it anymore, I'm done!
I turn the safety lock off on the gun.
Just as I got to end it all,
You push me down, and make me fall.
All I can see is tears in your eyes,
As you tell me not to say my goodbyes .
You held me close and said you loved me,
And you words finally made my blind eyes see.
You were the reason I endured for so long.
And as you kissed me tenderly , you said you never want me to be gone.
