I've told myself that everything was okay,
But who am I kidding? Everything's worse with each passing day.
My blood falls from my lips,
And I just stand there as it drips.
The child I used to be would shake her head,
As she watches me , her eyes filled with dread .
I told myself I would never cry ,
But everyday, I feel as if I would rather die.
Everyone who used to comfort me faded away,
And here I am in this cold dark room, holding my chest as I lay.
My heart used to have a purpose to beat,
Now I can barley stand on my own two feet.
I use to be so happy and full of joy,
But maybe that old me was just like a useless toy.
Where I am there is not a sound,
I have always been lost, and I am yet to be found.
But who am I kidding? Everything's worse with each passing day.
My blood falls from my lips,
And I just stand there as it drips.
The child I used to be would shake her head,
As she watches me , her eyes filled with dread .
I told myself I would never cry ,
But everyday, I feel as if I would rather die.
Everyone who used to comfort me faded away,
And here I am in this cold dark room, holding my chest as I lay.
My heart used to have a purpose to beat,
Now I can barley stand on my own two feet.
I use to be so happy and full of joy,
But maybe that old me was just like a useless toy.
Where I am there is not a sound,
I have always been lost, and I am yet to be found.