Saeko: I don't know how you're feeling up there right now, but if I've upset you... I swear I didn't mean it, you know better than anyone that my sexdrive is totally uncontrollable. I just... I wish... you were still here. I need you sister, this world just doesn't fell complete without you... Part of me thinks you're still here, watching over me from the tree's or hiding constantly in my shadow. Your wish is the only reason i'm still here sister... But I swear, I'll see you again, and I'll speak to you again... but next time under better circumstances *laughs a little then cuts her hand on her katana, draws a blood heart on a nearby rock and places it at the top of the grave* If you can hear me here Cheza, please give me a sign