Cyanide Addiction
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I can scarcely understand
This anger I feel inside
It's gotten so far out of hand
All over a love that has died
It once burned like a fire
Burning oh so brightly
But it perished due to a liar
Now it's all I can do to reply politely
When asked how I am today
Because of the fire of love went out
Why I can't really say
My mind is full of doubt
People say I should just let it go
But how do you release such emotion
I really would like to know
My happiness is looking for some flotation
But it's weighed down by the confusion
I ask for help from my friends
Then apologize for the intrusion
Because they all have their own ends
So I'm looking for a conclusion
As I do my mind twists & bends
I cling to my sanity
While the liar calls me insane
It's a terrible calamity
And I'd kill for some cold rain
To put out the burning fire of pain
To put out the burning fire of hate
To put out of the anger burning inside
Was this truly my fate?
Don't they realize it was she & not me who lied?
I feel alone even in a crowd
I feel trapped in my mind
Peace can't be allowed
And I am lost while still looking to find
The answers to every question
I try every little suggestion
Only to once again fail
Will I figure this out before my skin goes pale..?
This anger I feel inside
It's gotten so far out of hand
All over a love that has died
It once burned like a fire
Burning oh so brightly
But it perished due to a liar
Now it's all I can do to reply politely
When asked how I am today
Because of the fire of love went out
Why I can't really say
My mind is full of doubt
People say I should just let it go
But how do you release such emotion
I really would like to know
My happiness is looking for some flotation
But it's weighed down by the confusion
I ask for help from my friends
Then apologize for the intrusion
Because they all have their own ends
So I'm looking for a conclusion
As I do my mind twists & bends
I cling to my sanity
While the liar calls me insane
It's a terrible calamity
And I'd kill for some cold rain
To put out the burning fire of pain
To put out the burning fire of hate
To put out of the anger burning inside
Was this truly my fate?
Don't they realize it was she & not me who lied?
I feel alone even in a crowd
I feel trapped in my mind
Peace can't be allowed
And I am lost while still looking to find
The answers to every question
I try every little suggestion
Only to once again fail
Will I figure this out before my skin goes pale..?
