Why Do I Feel So Alone In This World?

[JStar King]

I'm a laid back, friendly, and easy going kind of guy. I do my best to do good and I forgive easily. I try to be friendly too everyone, but I'm always alone. Most of my friends and family are fake. They talk bad behind my back about my shortcomings and mistakes, thinking they're perfect. It seems as if my mom and best friend, Damien, were the only ones close to my heart, but they're gone now. Damien died when he was ten (I was eleven). My mother died when I was fifteen. Losing them broke my heart.

My friends only call me when they need something and they disrespect me. I'm practically a Scapegoat in my family and circle. One of the main reasons why I'm the family scapegoat is because I'm an Oreo. I'm black and I like rock and metal, not rap. I've been called a poser and other things (Racial), but I'm a die-hard fan. I don't talk ghetto and try to pick fights with random people to show how tough I am for no reason and bang corny rap music in a beat down car like many in my family. I'm normal.

MY FAVORITE BANDZ: RED & BLACK DEATH

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It feels as if I only have myself in this world. People have tried to convince me that everything gets better. Hell, my favorite quote is from Fredrick Douglass himself. Without Struggle, There Is No Progress. How can I stop myself from breaking and feeling alone.

 

[Kishi Uzumaki]

Everything gets better for ones , who will not complain about how bad this world or people around them , if you have problems try to find solutions for them , everyone who succeeded didn't whine about things , they make their life's better by themselves , solving their problems .

 

[Scooby Doo]

Noone gives a damn about me either irl. It's ok man. It'll get better

 

[HornyPanda3]

I'm in the same boat as you *hugs*

 

[Wabbit]

It is the people who are around you who are making you think like that.Stop giving damn about their opinions.

 

[Sex]

Just be yourself and try to find people who like you for who you are, and toss aside those who see you as a mere tool they can use when they please. You don't have to change for anybody and you certainly don't have to please everybody, so don't bother because you can't. Let what they say about you fall down your shoulders, don't let it influence your mind. And it's true, your time will come eventually, life will get better for you. So yeah, move on and find people worth calling your friends.

 

[Tingun]

These all seem like a bunch of excuses. Suck it up and move forward.

 

[Nagato fan01]

Your story is sadder then minato and kushina's don't worry , one day you will find someone who truly cares for you. Most of my friends aren't true either. But that's why we should be independent. Its just life. Hope you'll feel better.

 

[Dãrth1]

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