Amaya Sayuri
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I closed my eyes, trying to rest my mind. Bro then called me ?hey sis? You awake?? while knocking on the door ?yeah, it?s okay, come in? I said still feeling tired.
The door then opened and in came bro ?good, morning? he greeted ?morning? I said, my voice was a little like a whisper ?you okay? Then get ready? he then said standing up ?yeah, give me a sec.? I said trying to stand up as well ?oh yeah, well be leaving by 11:30 so be down in a hr. okay?? he said before leaving the room, I smiled then nodded.
I stretched for a min. before taking my bath; by the time I was done, lunch was cooked ?I could smell what bro prepared for lunch? I said as I wore my pink shirt then on top a white jumper with two side pockets and cherry blossom designs.
?Okay, now to tie up my hair? I said as I took the brush, but my hair?s still wet? so I decided to use my headband; it was white with a ribbon tied on top.
I looked at myself in the mirror once more ?looks great!? I said praising myself ?okay, lets pack? I was really looking forward to this trip, I packed some spare clothing, toothbrush of course, and other things with sentimental value.
I went down once I was done packing, I went in the kitchen to check on bro but he wasn?t there, instead mom was. I felt nervous I soon as I saw her, normally mom wouldn?t cook our lunches, even if it was a weekend, she would always be at the office.
?Hi mom?? I said kind of awkwardly, mom didn?t response though, whatever I said or asked she didn?t care, so I sat down and waited for bro to come back; it was so quiet that even this awkward silence was deafening. I can?t ask mom ?bout bro? she wouldn?t answer anyways. I thought as I waited some more.
Bro then came in and saw us? well, ignoring each other ?hey, ready for the trip?? he asked trying to lower the tension ?yeah, sure? I answered unwillingly ?mom, you coming? Thought you have work? What about dad?? he asked again but mom didn?t answer even to him.
It was weird seeing them like that, they were really close. Maybe it?s because of me? I thought feeling guilt ?mom you alright?? he asked again standing up now ?mm, I?ll just get my stuff? I said standing up and quickly leaving the kitchen.
~BEN~
?Mom, are you alright?? I asked again standing up now ?umm, I?ll just get my stuff? sis said standing up and quickly leaving the kitchen before I could say anything else.
?Mom, what?s wrong with you?? I asked for the last time, mom was quiet for a very long time before finally answering me, ?were going back to our hometown, she might remember what happened before, what if she gets hurt again? Worse what if she rebelled again?? mom said not sure what else to say.
?Don?t worry, nothing bad would happen, and you know it wasn?t our fault? I said trying to calm her nerves ?WHAT?! It was because of us that THAT happened, she even BLAMED us!? she sneered angrily at me now.
Sometimes mom really is just scary ?stop blaming yourself, mom, she doesn?t remember, it?s okay, this is the perfect chance to show her that you do care? I said once again trying to calm her.
?I didn?t mean to not care? ? ?it?s just that, I can?t look at her anymore?? she said starting to cry now ?its okay mom, just rest for now and I?ll put our stuff in dad?s car? I said before leaving.
~ELLI~
?mm, I?ll just get my stuff? I said standing up and quickly leaving the kitchen; I went to my room and stayed there long enough for me to regain myself, seeing mom like that made me feel even more unwanted than before.
I sat on my bed, thinking ?bout what to do I did said I would explore, didn?t I? I checked my clock it was 11:15, 15 min. left I was getting kind of hungry but I refuse to come down now.
I still can?t get myself to accept the way my life is; that nobody really cares, that I could always be alone, destined to forget the past that I longed for? past that I longed for huh? When was that past again? I tried looking for my photo album once more but I still couldn?t find it.
But I did found this out watch, it was pretty cool; it was black and the best part was that the design was a dragon. ?Cool? I said as I gaze at it some more, I checked the back and found something engraved on it.
It was RB mm? who could have this belong to? I thought as I put it on my wrist.
The door then opened and in came bro ?good, morning? he greeted ?morning? I said, my voice was a little like a whisper ?you okay? Then get ready? he then said standing up ?yeah, give me a sec.? I said trying to stand up as well ?oh yeah, well be leaving by 11:30 so be down in a hr. okay?? he said before leaving the room, I smiled then nodded.
I stretched for a min. before taking my bath; by the time I was done, lunch was cooked ?I could smell what bro prepared for lunch? I said as I wore my pink shirt then on top a white jumper with two side pockets and cherry blossom designs.
?Okay, now to tie up my hair? I said as I took the brush, but my hair?s still wet? so I decided to use my headband; it was white with a ribbon tied on top.
I looked at myself in the mirror once more ?looks great!? I said praising myself ?okay, lets pack? I was really looking forward to this trip, I packed some spare clothing, toothbrush of course, and other things with sentimental value.
I went down once I was done packing, I went in the kitchen to check on bro but he wasn?t there, instead mom was. I felt nervous I soon as I saw her, normally mom wouldn?t cook our lunches, even if it was a weekend, she would always be at the office.
?Hi mom?? I said kind of awkwardly, mom didn?t response though, whatever I said or asked she didn?t care, so I sat down and waited for bro to come back; it was so quiet that even this awkward silence was deafening. I can?t ask mom ?bout bro? she wouldn?t answer anyways. I thought as I waited some more.
Bro then came in and saw us? well, ignoring each other ?hey, ready for the trip?? he asked trying to lower the tension ?yeah, sure? I answered unwillingly ?mom, you coming? Thought you have work? What about dad?? he asked again but mom didn?t answer even to him.
It was weird seeing them like that, they were really close. Maybe it?s because of me? I thought feeling guilt ?mom you alright?? he asked again standing up now ?mm, I?ll just get my stuff? I said standing up and quickly leaving the kitchen.
~BEN~
?Mom, are you alright?? I asked again standing up now ?umm, I?ll just get my stuff? sis said standing up and quickly leaving the kitchen before I could say anything else.
?Mom, what?s wrong with you?? I asked for the last time, mom was quiet for a very long time before finally answering me, ?were going back to our hometown, she might remember what happened before, what if she gets hurt again? Worse what if she rebelled again?? mom said not sure what else to say.
?Don?t worry, nothing bad would happen, and you know it wasn?t our fault? I said trying to calm her nerves ?WHAT?! It was because of us that THAT happened, she even BLAMED us!? she sneered angrily at me now.
Sometimes mom really is just scary ?stop blaming yourself, mom, she doesn?t remember, it?s okay, this is the perfect chance to show her that you do care? I said once again trying to calm her.
?I didn?t mean to not care? ? ?it?s just that, I can?t look at her anymore?? she said starting to cry now ?its okay mom, just rest for now and I?ll put our stuff in dad?s car? I said before leaving.
~ELLI~
?mm, I?ll just get my stuff? I said standing up and quickly leaving the kitchen; I went to my room and stayed there long enough for me to regain myself, seeing mom like that made me feel even more unwanted than before.
I sat on my bed, thinking ?bout what to do I did said I would explore, didn?t I? I checked my clock it was 11:15, 15 min. left I was getting kind of hungry but I refuse to come down now.
I still can?t get myself to accept the way my life is; that nobody really cares, that I could always be alone, destined to forget the past that I longed for? past that I longed for huh? When was that past again? I tried looking for my photo album once more but I still couldn?t find it.
But I did found this out watch, it was pretty cool; it was black and the best part was that the design was a dragon. ?Cool? I said as I gaze at it some more, I checked the back and found something engraved on it.
It was RB mm? who could have this belong to? I thought as I put it on my wrist.
