Arcaneos510X
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not many will but for those of you that do i have finaly decided to end my own life simply for the fact i have nothing and no-one to live for but since this message is to go out on all of my sites were i have what i like to call friends you may as well know how this happend...
well i was a young guy with everything a girlfriend a promising job a dream and alot of spirit but it all started when my sister had started dating an older man about 23 years older he was a heavy unwell drinker and deeply involved with drugs and theft i hated him but my sister would always go back to him to make things worse her farther (not mine same Mum) was totaly against it but he was and probly is very controlling and would not let her see him at all and that was like fan to flame ontop of her losing her job... me and mum went down for moral support i wont gho into detail but it made things worse i would say the calm before the storm. while we were there i had what i think nopw looking back was a small stroke and chest pains ontop of the drama i lost my sight and my ablity to walk for a short time after that i was betrayed by somo0ne whom was formerly my friend he destroyed my online clan
THE LEGENDS and invited hi friend another one of my former friends over for a party he lost my 90,000 a year sponsor ship from Jaguar fragrances and Relentless energy drink both of these were kept on the down low becuase there was to mutch money flowing to go public but under these circumstances i fell i can tell you well the paper work came in and the manager did not know who's name to put on the paper work mine or his when my friends did not reply to his attempts to contact me via xbox live phone and email he got angry seeing i was online and quit losing all the funding. the next thing that led me to this position was my girlfriend was moving but was rich enough to afford 2 house one in siloth and one in belgium but when the time came to vist her i went to her house and the lovely woman whom was living there told me the house had been sold for 3 months and without hope i did not bother going back to work at my independant game studio multi platform of course and the day i got my head out of the oven the repo men were there to great me so thats my story kept it quite short realy but i better get going i have a 9:30 train to catch to a better place as a great man once said "i've got a mushroom cloud to walk into, bye" well good bye.
well i was a young guy with everything a girlfriend a promising job a dream and alot of spirit but it all started when my sister had started dating an older man about 23 years older he was a heavy unwell drinker and deeply involved with drugs and theft i hated him but my sister would always go back to him to make things worse her farther (not mine same Mum) was totaly against it but he was and probly is very controlling and would not let her see him at all and that was like fan to flame ontop of her losing her job... me and mum went down for moral support i wont gho into detail but it made things worse i would say the calm before the storm. while we were there i had what i think nopw looking back was a small stroke and chest pains ontop of the drama i lost my sight and my ablity to walk for a short time after that i was betrayed by somo0ne whom was formerly my friend he destroyed my online clan
THE LEGENDS and invited hi friend another one of my former friends over for a party he lost my 90,000 a year sponsor ship from Jaguar fragrances and Relentless energy drink both of these were kept on the down low becuase there was to mutch money flowing to go public but under these circumstances i fell i can tell you well the paper work came in and the manager did not know who's name to put on the paper work mine or his when my friends did not reply to his attempts to contact me via xbox live phone and email he got angry seeing i was online and quit losing all the funding. the next thing that led me to this position was my girlfriend was moving but was rich enough to afford 2 house one in siloth and one in belgium but when the time came to vist her i went to her house and the lovely woman whom was living there told me the house had been sold for 3 months and without hope i did not bother going back to work at my independant game studio multi platform of course and the day i got my head out of the oven the repo men were there to great me so thats my story kept it quite short realy but i better get going i have a 9:30 train to catch to a better place as a great man once said "i've got a mushroom cloud to walk into, bye" well good bye.
