I relate to myself. I'm 18 and going to a college that doesn't have a baseball team. I quit baseball Freshmen and Sophomore year. Then I came back for Junior and Senior year of HS I quit just to be a lazy good for nothing in my house -_-, my dream was to become a professional baseball player, at least get a D1 scholarship. I went to a showcase for Washington University, got cut the last day. That was my last shot to a scholarship, I always regret that if I've had play Freshmen and Sophomore year I would've been better and would've made the team. This is how I wasted the time God gave me.