The Darkness:
My heart skips a beat."Where am I?" I called out into the distance but.....there is only darkness around me. The darkness wraps around my body and sheathes me. Everywhere all was black. I had to blink a couple of times to realize my reality......but....what was my reality. I tried to remember how did this happen. How did i get stuck in here? but nothing but the looming darkness mocking me. I can't remember anything. It is as seem my memory was torn from my brain and hidden.
My body is floating in to the empty space of blackness,naked. My mind as dark and unclear as the darkness around me. No sounds. Nothing. The only living thing in here is me. My body looked weary and exhausted. The hard calcium bones seemed to be etched through my skin. My hair was ruffled and untidy.
I take a deep breath and try to compose myself. I have no idea what...this....is.. Am i in some type of deep sleep? This looked too vivid to be just a dream or a living nightmare. Whenever i tried to remember what happened all i get is a Young woman's face screaming "You are banished , Pseudon"...and then my mind becomes blank again. Who was Pseudon? Who was that Young woman? She looked in her mid-20s or so. Her eyes sapphire blue. Her hair blonde and shined a elegant orange color. In my mind, she wore a green kimono dress that made her eyes stand out. When she bellowed the words "You are banished, Pseudon," she looked a small tense of concern. The way she pronounced the name, "Pseudon," it showed that she really cared about the person she mentioned.
The only question left to asked is who is this "Pseudon," of which she speaks of? Could it be me? The woman was looking directly at me when she muttered those words. Is my name Pseudon?........silences enters my mind..........I ponder and ponder until it starts to click: "My name is Pseudon!" I bellow to the darkness hoping for someone to answer. Hoping for someone to acknowledge me and say "indeed it is" or even "Yes it is!". However, there is only but the mocking echoes to respond my call. The darkness is mocking. It is playing and toying with me. I don't let it get to me. I reached a breakthrough in this phenomenon. My name is Pseudon. I hoped repeating my name will muster a cloud of memories to my head and i will start to remember things and everything will turn back to normal and i can get out of here and i can learn who this young woman is: Suddenly, my hearts starts to race. My body starts hyperventilating. The bones stretched out of my skin. My ribs start to feel like 100 pound weights are pushed on my ribs. "stop" I say to myself. I try to compose myself once again. "stop" I take a breath in between..."stop"......"stop"...................I take a long pause and control my breathing.
I managed to take a nap. I am not sure for how long i slept. I can barely tell time in this realm of darkness. I try to sleep once again but i can't. The taunting Darkness doesn't let me. It watches me tentively. It's eyes are always on me. It stares at my like a nocturnal owl that never sleeps. That's all that happens for a while. I stare at the darkness for what felt like forever. Occasionally, i would take nap or sleep. (whatever you want to call it in this realm there are no clear definition). In an attempt to make some entertainment for myself, i try to count how long i can hold my breath. I figured out that i can hold my breath for while. I don't know the exact term for a while but I can hold my breath for a while. I also try to count how many times i can count my toes or hands. After a forever-time, i start to feel like this is hell. Hell. This is torture. Nothing was worst then this. Alone only but darkness all around you. Only a little cube tumbling into the darkness.
Suddenly, a shinning light shunned my eyes. It was glorious! As soon as i saw it, I knew this was my ticket out of this Hell. I could finally escape this darkness. but....it felt too good to be true. It could be just another mind game from the darkness. It could be just a goat to make me realize how hopeless it is. I hesitate for a moment.......I can't take that risk. I say to myself. This might be my ticket out of here. I don't know where i will end up but anything is better than this hell. I swing my arms to try and get closer to the light. My arms start to feel heavy. My heart starts to race. I begin hyperventilating. "I am almost there" I say to myself. "almost...there" I keep trying to pull myself closer. I am slowly and briskly getting there i can feel warmth and energy from the light. I dashed to reach it. I put my arms to touch it. Suddenly, the Light slurps me inside it. As i am being slurped, i can't help but say a good bye for the darkness that has comforted me for forever. I can't help but say "Thank you" for the darkness that has watched over me for forever. As i turn my eyes, I can see two beady eyes hiding in the darkness. The eyes were sapphire blue.
The light finishes warping me or slurping me in and everything turns white and blank. Have i been warped into another dimension of hell? this time instead of darkness surrounding me. Their is only light. I have been tricked i say to myself. Another hell hole to escape, but deep down inside of me, i heard the a slow Wheeling breathing. Could that be my body?.......I don't know. Whatever that was going to happen next, i knew will either bring me freedom or trap me into another hell.
My heart skips a beat."Where am I?" I called out into the distance but.....there is only darkness around me. The darkness wraps around my body and sheathes me. Everywhere all was black. I had to blink a couple of times to realize my reality......but....what was my reality. I tried to remember how did this happen. How did i get stuck in here? but nothing but the looming darkness mocking me. I can't remember anything. It is as seem my memory was torn from my brain and hidden.
My body is floating in to the empty space of blackness,naked. My mind as dark and unclear as the darkness around me. No sounds. Nothing. The only living thing in here is me. My body looked weary and exhausted. The hard calcium bones seemed to be etched through my skin. My hair was ruffled and untidy.
I take a deep breath and try to compose myself. I have no idea what...this....is.. Am i in some type of deep sleep? This looked too vivid to be just a dream or a living nightmare. Whenever i tried to remember what happened all i get is a Young woman's face screaming "You are banished , Pseudon"...and then my mind becomes blank again. Who was Pseudon? Who was that Young woman? She looked in her mid-20s or so. Her eyes sapphire blue. Her hair blonde and shined a elegant orange color. In my mind, she wore a green kimono dress that made her eyes stand out. When she bellowed the words "You are banished, Pseudon," she looked a small tense of concern. The way she pronounced the name, "Pseudon," it showed that she really cared about the person she mentioned.
The only question left to asked is who is this "Pseudon," of which she speaks of? Could it be me? The woman was looking directly at me when she muttered those words. Is my name Pseudon?........silences enters my mind..........I ponder and ponder until it starts to click: "My name is Pseudon!" I bellow to the darkness hoping for someone to answer. Hoping for someone to acknowledge me and say "indeed it is" or even "Yes it is!". However, there is only but the mocking echoes to respond my call. The darkness is mocking. It is playing and toying with me. I don't let it get to me. I reached a breakthrough in this phenomenon. My name is Pseudon. I hoped repeating my name will muster a cloud of memories to my head and i will start to remember things and everything will turn back to normal and i can get out of here and i can learn who this young woman is: Suddenly, my hearts starts to race. My body starts hyperventilating. The bones stretched out of my skin. My ribs start to feel like 100 pound weights are pushed on my ribs. "stop" I say to myself. I try to compose myself once again. "stop" I take a breath in between..."stop"......"stop"...................I take a long pause and control my breathing.
I managed to take a nap. I am not sure for how long i slept. I can barely tell time in this realm of darkness. I try to sleep once again but i can't. The taunting Darkness doesn't let me. It watches me tentively. It's eyes are always on me. It stares at my like a nocturnal owl that never sleeps. That's all that happens for a while. I stare at the darkness for what felt like forever. Occasionally, i would take nap or sleep. (whatever you want to call it in this realm there are no clear definition). In an attempt to make some entertainment for myself, i try to count how long i can hold my breath. I figured out that i can hold my breath for while. I don't know the exact term for a while but I can hold my breath for a while. I also try to count how many times i can count my toes or hands. After a forever-time, i start to feel like this is hell. Hell. This is torture. Nothing was worst then this. Alone only but darkness all around you. Only a little cube tumbling into the darkness.
Suddenly, a shinning light shunned my eyes. It was glorious! As soon as i saw it, I knew this was my ticket out of this Hell. I could finally escape this darkness. but....it felt too good to be true. It could be just another mind game from the darkness. It could be just a goat to make me realize how hopeless it is. I hesitate for a moment.......I can't take that risk. I say to myself. This might be my ticket out of here. I don't know where i will end up but anything is better than this hell. I swing my arms to try and get closer to the light. My arms start to feel heavy. My heart starts to race. I begin hyperventilating. "I am almost there" I say to myself. "almost...there" I keep trying to pull myself closer. I am slowly and briskly getting there i can feel warmth and energy from the light. I dashed to reach it. I put my arms to touch it. Suddenly, the Light slurps me inside it. As i am being slurped, i can't help but say a good bye for the darkness that has comforted me for forever. I can't help but say "Thank you" for the darkness that has watched over me for forever. As i turn my eyes, I can see two beady eyes hiding in the darkness. The eyes were sapphire blue.
The light finishes warping me or slurping me in and everything turns white and blank. Have i been warped into another dimension of hell? this time instead of darkness surrounding me. Their is only light. I have been tricked i say to myself. Another hell hole to escape, but deep down inside of me, i heard the a slow Wheeling breathing. Could that be my body?.......I don't know. Whatever that was going to happen next, i knew will either bring me freedom or trap me into another hell.